fucking pissed. pissed. pissed. fucking pissed at the bf. bloody pissed. unbelievably pissed. cheebye. can't the bf talk to me in a better way? can't he talk in a nicer way? y must he talk to me like fuck? fucking hell the way he talk to strangers better than he talk to me ah. chao chee bye. ANGRY!

anyway. i have a piano assignment. scared to teach piano. argh. but easy money. bloody easy money. 1hr=32bucks. shiok. damn weird, i have to teach the 3 yr old child and the DAD. but anyway, no prob, i'll ask my piano teacher to teach me how to teach. i hope i wont screw it up. my first guinea pig hahahah...

the bloody agent is damn rude ah..... super rude ah!! wahlao eh... i asked the agent "huh? dad wanna learn piano? but it's super difficult for adults to pick up piano..." the agent said "difficult meh? or u dont know how to teach? just teach them music appreciation dont need to teach them for exam la" WAH LAN EH, how can u assume i dont know how to teach when i haven't even tried?! i wonder wat he told the family. when i told him straight i had no experience in teaching piano he was like, "you diploma leh" GO AND DIE LAH, diploma must have experience teaching piano ah. u so li hai u go teach ah. im just scared he go and tell the family rubbish, scared he lied to the family saying i have experience.

grrrrr......... why do i lack confident in everything i do?