there's a thin line being the isolator and the one being isolated...... im both.....

cut fat cut fat........... tried the weight management thing, 5 days juz drink the supplement, which tasted DAMN GOOD (if u like to drink soya bean milk, u'll like this), quite shocked at the taste, actually i tot it'd taste horrible....... managed to cut 2 kilos in 5 days.... but but but, still fat.... and the result wasn't as good as i'd expected..... i wanted like more than 2kilos.... at least 3kg.... grrrrr..... it's so damn fucking easy to gain 2kg and so damn difficult to lose just 2kg of weight..... i juz hope i wouldn't gain that 2kg back by saturday.... fuck. i mean, i lost quite abit on the lower waist.... but the waist, the actual waist still damn THICK. thick thick thick. argh. i've been watching my weight for the 5 days.... juz gradual loss... nothing shocking... BUT I WANT shocking weight loss.....

start: 56kg/55.5kg (i din weigh properly when i started, damn. 500g diff ALOT leh)

end: 53.7kg (but it varies, like after meals, or after drinking water, hur. but averagely, this is it)

53.7 kg sounds NORMAL... but i realised, im still fat.... and tat's the problem.... i juz realised my bones are inherently LIGHT and THIN, so tat muz mean the rest of the weight is juz fats fats and fats.... so im made up of fats! ok im not fat. im plump. fleshy. watever u call tat. the bah thing. the bah TYRE still around my tummy area. pui.

anyway my fren says to lose 1 kg at marie france bodyline costs at least 300bucks... AT LEAST... so well, hur, guess i must have 赚到 ah.... $177 for 2kg... but i muz say it's really determination determination determination... which i lack horribly.... i lasted 4.5 days... the last half of the day, due to some unfortunate arrangements of fate, the bf's mum HAD TO chia dinner buffet at their house.... so i "hecked it" and ate buffet for dinner... so i've got like half a box left of supplements left which i'd intended for TODAY... which i didn't.... i ate beef noodles (hey! i din finish hor! left ALOT!!! appetite grew small) for lunch and fish soup (without rice!) for dinner................... sooooooooooooooo...... TOMORROW LAH.... tomorrow tomorrow... i'll finish tat half box...... and try not to have dinner or lunch..........

or maybe i'll have lunch and not dinner........... hmmmm....