tml's bf's sis wedding, like, FINALLY. what the hell......... i dont really like my dress.... how?? was chosen on impulse cos my bf and his mum was like so bu nai fan....... bf din even give comment, din even say nice or even not nice........... damn fucking pissed........ juz say "buy lah buy lah buy lah" and i know why the hell he kept saying tat, so he dont need to go choose wif me on another day, dont need to walk a few more shops............. if he hadnt been so impatient i might have found a much nicer dress........ so many more choices at far east......... but NOOOOooooooo i bought mine at Tampines mall.... ARGH. ARGH. TOO LATE.

u dont know how much i hate relatives............ whoever's relative. i hate hate hate....... all they know is criticise criticise criticise, compare compare compare. criticise looks, outfit, figure. compare schools, whose children's universities better than others, whose children's results better. really damn. bloody. pissing off. "oh u grew thinner, oh u grew fatter, u wear like that nicer, ur hair last time longer nicer." wah lan eh. and out of respect (and cos u really dont have anything else to say) u juz got to nod ur head, or juz reply "ya ya ya" even if they say u grew fatter, u still gotta nod ur head, say ya ya ya. wah wah wah, cant stand it.......... omg. tml shall be another round of criticising....... or maybe later tonight when i go his hse........ his relatives all there...... during cny also same thing, all my relatives asked about my sch, my results, wat course i taking, why i 减肥. WHAT WHY?!!??!! cos i fat then i want to lose weight ah!! what why?!!! they always ask the most ridiculous questions leh. why i wanna lose weight. wah, how u expect me to answer. they cruelly wants me to say "oh cos last time i fat ma, so i wanna lose weight lor".

the worst worst worst kinda of question i've heard was "why u wanna go study private university, WHY". fuck ah. what why, obviously rite. u juz want me to tell u straight in ur face im not gd enuff for local universities (like ur child), cos my results were bad. or what. WHAT WHY?! Who in the world CHOOSES to go private universities if they are capable enuff to go local uni. argh. i dont know ah. weird aunties. i dont hate relatives, i correct myself, i hate aunties. only aunties ask these kinda stupid questions. u know what? i'll NEVER be like them. and my mum will never be like them too. i've nvr heard her asking ANYONE, any of my cousins all these kinda of questions before.