so frigging dead beat every single day............ my life's so "happening" every single day.... argh!! really so frigging tired! i dont wanna work anymore!! and work plus piano lessons aren't the best combination.....i dont want to imagine how the fuck am i going to survive the Audit Peak Period at the end of the year! guess what, my job allocation is already out till next year ok..... i shan't repeat...... or maybe i shall... i'm PACKED with job allocations. full to the brim for the months from november to March......every single bloody week, including my favourite CHINESE NEW YEAR WEEK..... fuck..... i'm so so so gonna die....... i might have to bloody muthafucking WORK on chinese new year eve........ oh fuck.... someone save me....