i feel so so so so drained out now i already feel like quitting my job....... but too bad, the contract's signed and im locked in....... i'm like so fucking tired every single day i feel like sleeping in the office........ point is, i CAN sleep in the office cos basically i've been bumming around with nothing to do for the past 2 days.... it's really sickening cos u look like an idiot at the "hotdesk" where everyone's so busy with their work.... it's really called the "hotdesks" cos as audit associates (the most most junior in the company), we are not allocated seats... so we hafta go earlier to book the seats, if not we'll end up very far away from the ppl.....

but i've been always late anyway, for 5-10mins everyday... but i dont care lah... i just squeeze in and try to share seats with them.... i've been very very very tired cos i've been sleeping at 1 plus and waking up at 6.45am everyday... and i always have something on after work, so by the time i reach home it'll be like 9plus like NOW. (yep, i just reached home from piano lesson).... Tuesday after work i went for the Tuba gathering at Swensens.... Wed met up with the bf for dinner at Botak Jones (it still sucks except for the Whoopass fries), Today, i had to go piano lesson till 8.30... and i took cab home.... finally cannot take it anymore, i HAD TO take cab home... my legs are SOOOO DAMN BLISTERED by the fucking new heels......... and i'm so tired and lazy to take bus.....

so broke..... din realise i've got to work till the end of the month before i get my FIRST PAY. gosh.

work has been quite ok so far... nothing to do except for today... today was rather "challenging" cos i VOLUNTEERED myself to do work for my senior ok.... it was SUPPOSED to be quite easy lah, doing Profit and loss accounts and Balance sheets, BUT it took me like 3 hrs to complete.... feel so loserish... cos the fucking numbers cannot tally... and she said DIE DIE must tally.... tat's what i hate about accounting.... you can spend 5 hrs finding out the real answer and realise that the answer was actually very easy to get.... other than the work, my colleagues are mostly wonderful ppl.... i get to lunch with different ppl every single day cos there's SO MANY ppl there and everyone goes lunch with each other, everybody knows each other..... the lunch part has always been fun.....

today, i was brought to a chocolate confectionary shop near my office... DAMN COOL AH!!! they sell all the Hot chocolate satches which taste DAMN NICE!... they very clever hor, put a chocolate shop there to tempt all the office ladies.... can make hot chocolate in office and satsify the ladies' sweet tooths.... and they sell the weirdest kind of chocolates.... Tomato chocolates, durian chocolates and mango chocolates.... all tasted damn nice ah....so tomorrow i'll be bringing my cup there to make my hot chocolate in office! yay! and they got Julie biscuits in the office.... my favourite...... free one....

so far colleagues all nice except the stupid IT ppl.... the IT ppl really damn hot tempered.... can't stand them..... pui...... but they know we can't live without them.... and we really can't live without them... hahha... all sure die if they quit together...