i think i've lost my motivation to go work.......... i need to find a new motivation of some kind.... some god sent motivation maybe, to pull me to work....... i drag my feet to work everyday....... i got home today...... in a very bad mood..... i was stoning in the office the whole day...... i was damn sleepy..... rather moody..... very lethargic...... to even refill my water, to even go toilet........ miss huang had to endure my un-funness the whole day.... though i think i cracked her up with my seh-ness.... i said "fluck" instead of "fuck"....... i said alot of stupid things in my stupor....... trying to wake up frm my sleep...... i slept at fooking 2 plus yesterday.... couldn't sleep at all AS USUAL....i guess ppl are getting sick that i'm whining about my sleeping habits..... but i still got to whine... i feel very whiny these days.... alot of disappointments these days....... alot of things to make me whine....... and i just got back from a colleague's farewell dinner.... the food was nice........ im too tired to even blog.......
sometimes.............. i wish.......... you......... can........ pay.....more attention......... to..........me...................... im going to attract that you're going to love me more.... dote on me, protect me and shelter me from harm........... Laws of Attraction......... ATTRACT.
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