The laws of attraction didn't work........ instead, it backfired... badly....

i attracted that you will love me more. i attracted that you will dote on me more. you didn't. instead, u just hurt me. you initiated. i din want it. u broke my heart. badly. u dont understand me, what i wanted to say. my priorities have always been just you. i can ditch my frens just to be with u. i can do so much for u.

maybe it'll all be fine again tomorrow. maybe it will never be fine ever again.

i know you loved me. i just want to know how much. has it died down. or has it disappeared totally.

i just wanted you to know, i have always loved you. so much. so so much. even though i complained, i whined, i cried, i seemed nonchalant. even though i seem to pay more attention to my frens and my work recently, rather than pay attention to u. but u were always on my mind. i swear. i have nvr done anything wrong to you, ever, in my life. never.

im not sure if i can forgive. im not sure if i can forget.