sometimes i feel like the world is crashing unto me......... i can feel it....... coming.......... soon......
this crazy thought just came into my mind... if i were to call anyone in the morning........ it'll be either 1) im going to be late so please help me cover my ass, or 2) im taking mc or urgent leave, or 3) i got into an accident..... but normally i'll just sms ppl to tell them im late or taking mc...... i call unless it's urgent.... so if u get my calls in the morning... PLEASE PICK UP OK...
haha just randoming.... cos i think she must have been the 1000th person to tell me that i dont watch out for cars when i cross the road...... I can't help it.... like seriously, roads. are. so. frigging. hard. to. cross. i swear. especially in the morning.
i've been saying alot of stupid things and i totally regret them.... where the hell did my EQ and IQ go??... i totally hate myself..... e.g: p&l need to extrapolate for interim? ans: yes. then trade receivables? (Balance sheet item!!! tmd!!) ans: NO!!! only p&l item remember?
well done carine, nice work. u're the confused queen. EMBARRASSING. i totally look down on myself.
and alot of other things i said as well. totally regret the moment i said them out.
office.... had been alot of, daggering around.... u need to have alot of EQ to maintain office relationships... and it's rather hard for a low EQ and IQ person like me... i need someone for me to take under cover.... under the protective wings of ppl to shelter me from watever daggers and arrows coming my way.... *ahem interprete that angeline heh*
i've been very very very very very moody this week.........
1. i didn't get to meet the bf. not even today, which is a fucking friday.
2. i said alot of regretful things example mentioned above,
3. i didnt' manage to get my work done,
4. i can feel my incompetency and inefficiency at work accumulating fast and i need to fucking do something abt it.
5. and the fucking list goes on and on.
The world just crashed on me and nvr said sorry. help. i'm struggling.
i din mean to be emo, to look emo in office. im just sleepy, tired, brain dead that's all. i dont want to be a emo kid to vie for anyone's attention. i dont need tat kind of attention. i just need to whine and let off some steam. i hope i din irritate the hell out of everyone. bleah.
haha just randoming.... cos i think she must have been the 1000th person to tell me that i dont watch out for cars when i cross the road...... I can't help it.... like seriously, roads. are. so. frigging. hard. to. cross. i swear. especially in the morning.
i've been saying alot of stupid things and i totally regret them.... where the hell did my EQ and IQ go??... i totally hate myself..... e.g: p&l need to extrapolate for interim? ans: yes. then trade receivables? (Balance sheet item!!! tmd!!) ans: NO!!! only p&l item remember?
well done carine, nice work. u're the confused queen. EMBARRASSING. i totally look down on myself.
and alot of other things i said as well. totally regret the moment i said them out.
office.... had been alot of, daggering around.... u need to have alot of EQ to maintain office relationships... and it's rather hard for a low EQ and IQ person like me... i need someone for me to take under cover.... under the protective wings of ppl to shelter me from watever daggers and arrows coming my way.... *ahem interprete that angeline heh*
i've been very very very very very moody this week.........
1. i didn't get to meet the bf. not even today, which is a fucking friday.
2. i said alot of regretful things example mentioned above,
3. i didnt' manage to get my work done,
4. i can feel my incompetency and inefficiency at work accumulating fast and i need to fucking do something abt it.
5. and the fucking list goes on and on.
The world just crashed on me and nvr said sorry. help. i'm struggling.
i din mean to be emo, to look emo in office. im just sleepy, tired, brain dead that's all. i dont want to be a emo kid to vie for anyone's attention. i dont need tat kind of attention. i just need to whine and let off some steam. i hope i din irritate the hell out of everyone. bleah.
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