'FROM NOW ON U DONT NEED TO CARE ABOUT MY FEELINGS ANYMORE SINCE I'M SO FUCKED UP! YOU DON'T NEED TO CARE ABT MY FUCKING FEELINGS WAT! YOU CAN DO WHAT EVER YOU WANT FROM NOW ON AND I WON'T GIVE A DAMN!!!!! SINCE I'M ALREADY SO LAN TO YOU!'

'FUCK LAH!'

'ANYTHING LA ANYTHING LA ANYTHING LA!!!!!'

'YA LA YA LA U'RE ALWAYS THE PATHETIC GIRLFREN LA!!!!!'

'I'M NOT WORTHY OF YOU LA!! I'M SO LAN THEN GO FIND ANOTHER BF AH!!!!'

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WHY THE FUCK MUST HE ALWAYS DO THAT TO ME!!! WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY!!!!!

HE DIN EVEN SAY GOOD LUCK TO ME AFTER 2 EXAMS!!!! AND I MSGED HIM THOUSANDS AND THOUSANDS OF BLESSINGS FOR HIS EXAMS! I GAVE HIM SO MANY GODO LUCK WISHES ON THE PHONE!! YET I HAD NONE FROM HIM!! FROM THE SUPPSOSEDLY CLOSEST PERSON TO ME!!! AM I EVEN HIS FUCKING GF?

I HAVE THE RIGHT TO PIN POINT HIS FAULTS COS I'VE ALWAYS BEEN THE ONE CONSTANTLY TRYING TO SALVAGE OUR RELATIONSHIP!!! I WAS ALWAYS THE ONE DOING ALL THE THINGS FOR HIM AND GETTING NOTHING BACK IN RETURN!! I WAS ALWAYS THE ONE PICKING UP THE BITS AND PIECES OF FLAWS IN OUR RELATIONSHIP AND TRYING TO MEND EACH AND EVERYONE OF THEM!!

IS IT MY FAULT THAT HE'S ALWAYS 'SICK AND TIRED'???? DID HE HAD TO VENT IT ALL ON ME JUST BEFORE MY EXAMS?! HE DID IT NOT ONLY ONCE, BUT TWICE!! JUST BECAUSE HE WAS 'SICK AND TIRED'!!! 2 WEEKS 2 EXAMS ON 2 TOTALLY DIFFERENT DAYS AND THE SAME THING HAPPENED!!

HE BLOODY SHOUTED AT ME OVER THE PHONE!! WHEN HE WAS THE ONE WHO DIN MSG DIN CALL DIN REPLY ME!!!! I WAS THE ONE WHO CALLED HIM! I WAS ALWAYS THE ONE WHO MSGED HIM! BUT WHY MUST HE ALWAYS TREAT ME LIKE FUCK!! WHY DID HE HAD TO SCREAM AT ME! WHY! DID I REALLY DESERVE THOSE KIND OF TREATMENTS FROM HIM!

WHY AM I ALWAYS THE ONE TRYING TO SALVAGE EVERYTHING WHEN ALL HE DOES IS SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP AND SLEEP!!!! AND IGNORE ALL MY BLOODY MSGS AND CALLS! WHY DID HE HAD TO SCREAM AT ME. WHY. SOMEONE TELL ME. I'M SICK OF IT. I'M SICK OF HIS APATHETICNESS TOWARDS ME. I'M SICK OF ALWAYS BEING THE ONE WHO TRIES TO SALVAGE EVERYTHING, BE IT BY CALLING HIM, MSGING HIM, BUYING PRESENTS FOR HIM, PLANNING OUTINGS. WHEN HE DOES NOTHING BUT MISSING MY CALLS AND MSGS, BY SLEEPING, AND BY EASILY LEAVING ALL THE DECISION MAKINGS TO ME. EVEN DOWN TO THE VERY LAST 'WHAT SHOULD WE EAT TODAY'. 'WHAT SHOULD I DRESS TODAY.' 'WHAT SHOULD WE DO TODAY.' 'WHERE CAN WE GO TODAY'. yes lynn!! i want to hear his opinions too!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!