oh no....................

gp is just tomorrow... there goes.. good luck guys... let's finish this race once and for all.. and hopefully non of us will need to retake.. *CHOI!* to hell with GP.. i din even study any single shits for it.. i just hope i wont get mind blocks tml and constipated thoughts.. oh no... my science frens have been going for those GP mock exams which i deemed no-point at that point of time.. but now.. come to think of it.. they seemed relieved that they've been going for those exams cos it keeps their minds working on GP mode for quite some time..

realised i made big mistakes by pontening sch once or twice every week.. why din i pay more attention to GP? why did i see it as boring to the extend that i MUST ponteng GP once or twice a week? Why did i miss all those important Paper8 tutorials? WHY?!!!! my Paper8 is screwed. oh no. i realised all my subjects are screwed!! WHY WHY WHY was i soooooooOOOo playful?!!! WHY was i always distracted in class? WHY AM I SO STUPID!!! ppl can miss tonnes of lessons but still cope with the subjects. but i cant. ppl can miss loads of tutorials and make last minute efforts to go for consultations!!but i'm too thin-skinned to go for consultations!! i'm really so scared of teachers. i need a maths consultation someday. i really need it. i dont' wanna fail it again. i don't wanna prove my secondary sch A maths teacher right.