WHY THE FUCK SHOULD I THINK ABOUT ALL THE FUCKING RESPONSIBILITIES WHEN HE DOESN'T EVEN GIVE A DAMN!!! HE WENT OUT PUBBING WITH HIS FRENS AND I DIN EVEN KNOW TILL NOW!! HE DIN EVEN MSG ME WHEN HE REACHED HOME YESTERDAY LIKE HE ALWAYS DID!! HE DIN EVEN TELL ME WHO HE WENT OUT WITH! AND WHERE HE WENT!!!! AND TO THINK I ALWAYS MSG HIM WHENEVER I CAN TELLING HIM WHAT I'M DOING NOW WHO I'M GOING OUT WITH TELLING HIM THAT I WENT ANOTHER PLACE ALREADY! FUCK ALL THOSE RESPONSIBILITIES!! FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!!

I JUST KNEW HE WENT PUBBING THIS MORNING!! I DIN EVEN KNOW THAT HE'S AT HOME ALREADY!! TO THINK I WAS SO TIRED YESTERDAY AND STILL WAITED AND WAITED FOR HIS MSGS STILL WAITED FOR HIS CALLS!! LYNN! BE MY PROVE!! U KNOW I WAS SO FUCKING TIRED YESTERDAY NIGHT AND YET I WAS ONLINE WAITING FOR HIS MSGS AND CALLS!!

I ALWAYS TOLD LYNN MY BF WILL MSG ME WHEN HE REACH HOME, AND TELL ME WHERE IS HE GOING, JUST TAT WHEN HE CHANGE PLACE HE WONT TELL ME. BUT NOW I THINK I WAS SO WRONG. HE WON'T TELL ME ANYTHING ALREADY.

TO THINK I DOWNRIGHT REJECTED LYNN'S OFFER. ALL I WAS THINKING WERE ALL MY RESPONSIBILITES, TAT I CANNOT GO THOSE KIND OF PLACES, COS MY BF DON'T LIKE IT, COS HE DON'T LIKE ME TO DRINK. I'VE ALWAYS THOUGHT HE DID IT COS HE CARED FOR ME, TAT IT'S FOR MY OWN GOOD. BUT NOW, THINKING BACK, SINCE WHEN HAD HE CONSTRAINED HIMSELF FROM SMOKING WHENEVER I TOLD HIM TO QUIT? WHY SHOULD I ALWAYS BEAR THOSE RESPONSIBILITIES WHEN HE HIMSELF DON'T GIVE A DAMN?

LYNN! I WANT TO GO ZOUKOUT!! I WON'T REJECT YOU ANYMORE!!