Im aching alllll over... i went running on Sunday night.. and ached all over till now.. i only ran for like 20mins around my estate... really really lack of stamina.. i realised i can swim so much more than i can run... gosh.. BUT AFTER RUNNING I HAD SUPPER WIF MY DAD!!! ARGH!!! so wats the whole bloody point of the run.. im such a shit ass. stupid. no brain. glutton. and im still aching till now.. how loserish.. anyway.. had crystal jade yesterday night wif my bf.. and realised i got sick of the suan la mian... real sick.. couldn't even finish it.. maybe had it to many times alrdy... we ordered one xiao long bao and one chilli oil dumplings. and he ordered another bowl of noodles too. we are pigs. gluttons times 2. gluttons to the power of 2. there goes my run. got so tired for nothing. and he din find the food at crystal jade nice at all. only the xiao long bao. he just said "ok la".

actually.. i felt quite hurt.. i've been trying so hard all these while just to find something that he really really will love to eat.. whenever he said that some food is nice.. i'll feel so damn happy and accomplished.. i dono why.. i will just feel so happy.. "wow.. my bf loves this food.. i must buy this often for him..." but it's like he nvr love any food at all.. he doesn't like everything i eat.. and i always try eating watever he likes.. i always try to bring him to new places to find wat he likes to eat.. he doesn't seem to like any food.. every food to him is like "ok la".. i know once when he ate something nice.. his eyes glittered.... he will say "wah best best best... " i found it damn cute.. i'd love to see that look on his face agn.... a lost expression.. an expression that i couldn't find back.. no matter how hard i tried..

i mean, there must be SOMETHING that he really likes right

??? tat will keep him eating and eating agn and agn rite?? like me.. i like beef noodles, i like nydc, i love cheese, i like churros! but he hates churros to the core!! i simply cant understand why!.. he hates too much cheese too! i dono wat he likes! sometimes i feel im such a failure.. i know he likes xiang chang frm pasa malam.. but when i asked him yest, (cos i te di went all the way to find a pasa malam and bought a xiang chang for him), he said he finds it "ok" only.. dashed my heart.. broke my heart.. felt so disappointed.. i thought i knew my bf well..

i know he loves tiramisu.. but whenever i asked him he will also say.. "i find it ok only la" haizz....

do u guys know wat im talking abt or not?? i mean, the "high" u get when u know ur bf loves something so much?? ESPECIALLY when the BOTH of u love to eat the SAME kind of food?? how i wish and wish for that day to come.. then we can share our joy together when we are enjoying our favourite food.. then we can share the craves we will get in the middle of the night for THE food.. so cool right...