everyone has their limits, and mine's always way above the others. and my limit broke time and time again. i really dont know when i'll burst. just burst. i can't stand those ignorings anymore. not anymore. i can't stand it when i'm so fucking ignored. i can't stand it when he's playing games ALL THE FUCKING TIME. FUCK! ALL THE FUCKING TIME! i swear! or maybe it's just me! whenever he sees me he just get so fucking tired, fucking sick of me he just resort, reduce to his games! so it's just me you're tired of right?! i can be at his hse, be right beside him, but his focus will FOREVER BE on his psp game, handphone game, playstation game, computer game. on every games except me. i can be right there, but not there at all. i really can't stand it. can any girls stand it? can anyone stand it? on the MRT, at his house, at my house, outside, stopping after a walk, resting at a cafe, while waiting for movies. GAMES GAMES GAMES GAMES GAMES!!!! ARCADE! PSP! FUCK LAH!

i've really had enough of this. enough is enough. my limit broke time and time again. i really can't stand it anymore. it's not like i've not given any warning. i've told him 10 thousand times. he doesn't really seem to care. so why should i? i'm giving up. giving up. i've had enough. if not, i'll burst. in flames of anger. in flames of fumes. just burst. you can't imagine how angry i am. how angry. fucking pissed. fucking disappointed. i'm not even sad anymore. just gave up being sad. being sad doesn't help. it just makes you feel worst. it's alot better when you're pissed. alot better when you turn everything into hate. pure hate.