i've been bumming around lately, sleeping late at night, and waking up in the afternoon....... it's really nice, but it's really bad for my body clock.... i guess i've got to start adjusting my body clock, especially before i start work in July, if not i die......

anyway, been quite concerned about 2 ulcers under my tongue, directly beneath the 2 veins...... it's been 2 weeks, and my ulcers show no signs of healing....... it's quite worrying, since i read online that ulcers not healing in more than 2 weeks are symptons of Oral cancer....... it's even more worrying when most of my frens smoke, and i'm a "heavy" 2nd hand smoker i guess.... and Oral cancer happens to smokers...... and just now, my ulcers just BLED....... can u imagine, bleed, under my frigging tongue....... i saw the doctor but he just gave me a mouth wash and said it's nothing much, just asked me to stop eating sweet things and heaty food....... i know i'm paranoid, but i think i should see the specialist..... and it's going to come up to a huge amount of consultation fee..... argh. am i paranoid or what? but my ulcers looked exactly like the picture of the Oral cancer medical printout thingy. fuck lah. how?