i'm so so so so tired now....... legs aching like hell.... finally managed to find time to go shopping today for my work clothes.... and i managed to get alot of tops i really like for a good bargain.... i'm like so FRIGGING BROKE NOW... u can't imagine how broke........ argh..... went to take passport size photo this morning, cos i just realised i got to hand in passport size photo for my work pass... and i've used up my favourite passport size photo for all the stupid interviews........ super wasted...... and those jobs were all sucky.... bought 7 tops for $130 woohoo.... but 2 were casual tops from Mango sale, 1 is a very very super nice woolen jacket..... mango sale wasn't fantastic anyway....... not for the quality they give....... $35 for a normal top, boo.... i rather buy an imitation somewhere else........ i'm waiting for the Zara sale........ when Zara sale start PLEASE INFORM ME PLEASE......... Zara's clothes are WAY better than mango's......

i'm quite upset recently, cos my 'eating' habits have been greatly disrupted.......... being a typical Taurus girl, there are some food that i MUST HAVE every week..... like Lot1's foodcourt Dry Beef Noodles....... i've been having it since sec1....... and yanwen should know how i went crazy over the beef noodles when i was in sec2....... cos i had it almost everyday....... or maybe really everyday.... no lah, every weekday after school........ and ever since i've graduated, i've also been constantly having the beef noodles cos my piano teacher's house is near lot1, so i'll have it once a week (it's the only thing i look forward to for piano lesson)........ AND NOW, it's GONE. !!!!! ARGH!!! GONE!! for a few weeks when the foodcourt was renovating, it disappeared! i dono where it shifted to!!! i was hoping it'll shift to the foodcourt upstairs but it wasn't there! i was quite tempted to ask the other foodcourt ppl where have they shifted to.... or will they shift back after the basement 1 foodcourt is done up (or will they even have another foodcourt in basement 1 in the first place?)... but i've got no guts to ask, they will think i'm crazy ah...... WAH LAO.........

tat's not all ok......... i love the shou gong mian at Clementi Kopitiam just on the right of the Mcdonald....... it's gone too....... gosh..... i have to eat it once a week after school, or whenever i go pass Clementi, it's a MUST HAVE..... and now it's gone too!!! WHY?!! now i've got nothing to look forward to anymore....... no good food to look forward to anymore.... i'm so upset.......

you may think i'm crazy, but these routines mean alot to me k........... i'm a very routined person... so whenever my routines get messed up i'll get messed up too!!

a typical week goes like that for me, monday aftnoon soup beef noodles at kovan OR chicken chop at hougang, dinner at bf hse, tuesday afternoon laksa or shou gong mian at clementi, normally dont eat dinner and wait till dad buys something back for supper, wed afternoon lunch with dad and shou gong mian at Clementi if meet bf or dinner with family, thurs "free to eat" day but i normally eat maggi mee at home or see what my mum packets home for me, fri afternoon dry beef noodles at lot1 after piano and dinner at bf hse........

i eat out EVERY SINGLE DAY leh........ all these good food or "habitually consumed food" are the only food i can look forward to..... i feel like i've got nothing to eat anymore.... cos i'm so fucking SICK of outside food....... unless i go my bf's hse eat home cooked food everyday.........which means it's quite impossible unless i start cohabiting with the bf...... wah laoooooo................ i am soooooooo damnnnn SIAN........

i'm starting to hate food........ but i can't function when i get hungry..... so i'll eat for the sake of filling up my stomach... which defeats the purpose of my tastebuds...... argh, i'm rambling....... shit lah.

and i can't help but feeling quite depressed over the fact that i'm starting work next tuesday... can't get over the fucking fact that i've only got the nxt 4 days left to slack........ it's really shitty..... and i got to last for one whole month before i get my frigging pay......... last 1 MONTH, on the miserable savings i have...... and there they are, always saying "poor but happy"..... how can anyone be poor but happy? i seriously wonder.... how can u be happy when u're poor?