feel sooooooooooooooooooooooooo sick..... had fever since yesterday... burning fever of 39.2 yesterday.. felt like it was my worst day ever today.... so suay... whole body aching.. and i mean aching so much that i had to do everything slow motionly cos it's so painful to even walk... thanks mum for caring for me yesterday night... so touched..she kept waking up in the middle of the night to use cold towel to cool my forehead and wrapped me up in blanket so i can sweat my fever off.. wanted to say thanks.. but anyway... if i say that my mum will think i'm crazy...

on another note........

i can't seem to bring myself to study at all after prelims.. feel so much like giving up my studies and just go straight to a private uni........... really feel so stressed and so UN-time............. so less time yet so much things to cramp in my very very small and limited brain... i think i'm really damn stupid.. i can't seem to understand alot of things that i've studied.. and even when i studied so much for my prelims it didn't really pay me off... k lah.. not study alot lah...but it was as much as what i studied for my O levels... feel like giving up.. and im still at the same lecture note after 3 days.. and i'm still at page 5... can u believe it... i'm DEAD.

COUNTDOWN: 20 days to A' LEVELS.... ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!! HELP!!!!!!!!!!! SO LITTLE TIME LEFT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!