i seriously can't wait for 25th of november after the A levels.. i can't help but always get distracted by what i'm gonna do after As..

i'm gonna get a boat and driving license. and finish my grade 8 piano and theory. so at least i have something to fall back on if i don't get into university. i wanna be an admin clerk. i know it's a very very very boring job. but i don't wanna see, smell, talk, or touch any other ppl. i HATE SALES! YUCKS! i HATE to be waitresses or whatever mcdonald shit! i'm so damn bloody scared of customers. or breaking any plates, cups,bowls or watever. i'm such a thin skinned person. i wont be able to stand it if my boss scolds me for being a 'cow' in a china shop.

i'm looking forward to some other happening things that i HOPE my frens will organise. some chalet or something, bbq or watever. i just wanna PLAY PLAY PLAY ALL DAY!!!!

stop daydreaming la.

COUNTDOWN: 7 days to GP. 7 days to hell to be precise.