Friday, October 08, 2004

My results suck big time... quite disappointed though at least i passed my geog... but it's still not good enough... it didn't even touch a C... And i'm supposed to be scoring As and Bs and Cs for my A' levels if i wanna go to uni.. and if i want to go to buisness.........ARGH.

and the thing is.. jjc's prelims is supposed to be very easy, compared to other schools..

and when the hell are we getting back our lit papers?? Lit teachers ALWAYS take so damn long to mark. especially paper 4 and 8. I SUPPOSEDLY did quite well for one of the paper4 essays.. as everyone said.. but it's not GOOD ENOUGH! and there's the OTHER essay to think about.. which i think i'm failing..really.. there's really a very high possbility.. and there's always paper8 to pull me down.. as usual.
why is my life always school work and more school work? A levels and more A levels? Everywhere i go ppl will just ask me: "hey how's ur prelims? wat's ur results?" and every single time i will just say nonchalantly..." it's quite bad, but i don't care." when in actual fact. I DO CARE. and i'm WORRIED!!

to tell the truth.. i did put in quite alot of effort to study for my physical geog and econs.. i really did lor.. and my results doesn't reflect anything.. compared to my frens who can score so well when they don't really study.. i feel i'm such a loser.. but then again... it's just the prelims right? (CARINE STOP LYING TO YOURSELF!! though it's really just prelims.)

I really wish i can bring myself to study now..

COUNTDOWN: 26 days to A' Levels. *oh no*

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