Blog...

will my bf ever ever ever read my blog?.. i really wanted to start studying today.. really wanted to.. and all i did was read that stupid england england and touched one tiny teensy bit of perfect competition. WAT THE FUCK. i spent the whole day diarrheaing.. or watever it's spelt. i can't spell nowadays. my english's getting bad to worst or worse? fuck. ARGH. KNN LAH. Hokkien seems more familiar to me. wo yao du shu!!!!!!!! i must get my engine going again!!! i can't rot like this everyday i can't always sleep! i must refrain myself from sleeping so much everyday. it's really bad for my health and studies. more sleep= less studying time but = less distractions cos of bf. i wouldn't feel so tempted to call or msg him everyday if i sleep... i've been coughing like mad the whole day and it just won't stop. this really suck. argh.

life passes everyday just waiting for his calls/msgs.