SORRY BY WILLIAM SU

Sorry.. i'm really sorry..

我又一次你气哭在陌生街头

爱你..我当然爱你..

自从第一眼到现在什至没人敢预测的将来

请你相信不是我不愿意改变我自己

而是一再努力又一再放弃那个软弱的自己

其实我恨透了我自己, 没有认输的勇气

让你受尽了不安和委屈

你是我这一生这一生最最最害怕去伤害到的人

也是我这一生这一生唯一能让我安定下来的人

虽然我并没有并没有并没有一身温纯的灵魂

但是我很愿意很愿意做那个永远照顾你的人

我的爱人请听, 我有颗不善言语的心

只能够看着你远处的背影

This was the song which he sang to me during kbox.. i was so touched.. because for once.. i could

really feel that he loves me.. (i hope).. cos when he sang this he was looking at me constantly..

when he sang: 也是我这一生这一生唯一能让我安定下来的人, i seriously believed him..

wholeheartedly.. i was so bloody touched.. but everytime we quarrelled.. my heart always

shattered, and left scars on my heart... never to be mended again.. cos he always repeatedly dig

those scars up.............. haizzzZZZzz... i'm really sorry too hubby.. maybe it everytime we

quarrelled it's all my fault.. i feel like a pathetic loser by saying this.. but i can't seem to be angry

with him for long..

what the hell lah.. the most important thing now for me is to concentrate on my studies!! what

the fuck am i doing thinking all these nonsense for? i can't concentrate on my studies at all!!! i

can't help it! i feel like breaking down and cry my whole heart out. i just need a shoulder for me

to cry on. now. not wait till weekends for his shoulders. i'm not blaming him for not being here.. i

know i just have to be strong now. and wait till weekends to break down into his 怀抱... and just

be a little crybaby of his.. and cry my guts out..