Thursday, July 22, 2004

ECONS SUCKS

I'm bored... super bored.. there's econs test tml and i'm not doing anything AT ALL. i'm still contemplating if i should go school tml or not.. and start studying econs now.. my baby bro's a nuisance. hate him. damn bloody noisy. I HATE ECONS!!

Hello..

Hello.. my blog's up again.. but still dun think anyone will look at my blog lah.. sianzz...

Wednesday, July 21, 2004

GP SUCKS

Professor of Journalism Wilson Key "Women are carefully trained by media to view themselves as inadequate.��� (MASS MEDIA)
 
Feminists are desperately anxious to prove that women are as strong as capable as men. Clearly they are nagged by a fear that women may NOT be as strong and as capable as men.
 
Women are encouraged to have careers because their talents are useful to the system and, more importantly because by having regular jobs women become better integrated into the system and tied directly to it rather than to their families. This helps to weaken family solidarity. (MODERN SOCIETY)(SOCIAL)
 
Women have not been permitted to pass our insights along to new generations
 
Sophia, a Person of Quality, "Women not Inferior to Man, fascimile reprint, 1975, Bentham Press, London
 
male power which is the root of evil and injustice, for men have gone to evil and unjust lengths in the attempt to protect that power and to preserve their primacy. It is clear, she argues, that men have created 'superior' men and 'inferior' women but women do not have to accept the organization and the values that men have created
 It is a fact of life that men enjoy certain physical advantages over women. On average, men are stronger, taller, faster and less likely to be overweight. But none of these attributes seem to matter over the long haul. For whatever the physical virtues of maleness, longevity is not among them.Women, as a group, live longer than men. In all developed countries and Most undeveloped ones, women outlive men, sometimes by a margin of as much as 10years. In the U.S., life expectancy at birth is about 79 years for women and about 72 years for men. The gender discrepancy is most pronounced in the very old: among centenarians worldwide, women outnumber men nine to one.  The gender gap has widened in this century as gains in female life expectancy have exceeded those for males. it appears that women have outsurvived men at least since the 1500s, when the first reliable mortality data were kept At present, the only countries in which male life expectancy exceeds that for females are those with long-standing sexual discrimination--including Bangladesh, India and Pakistan--where social pressures and practices such as female infanticide and bride-burning result in unique "losses" of females.If man attempts woman's function , he will prove himself but an inferior woman. If woman attempts man's function, she will prove herself but an inferior man. Some masculine women there are; some feminine men there are. These are the monstrosities of Nature.
I know he can't do anything for me.. can't keep promises.. can't even go swimming with me.. how pathetic can i be.. i can't even be a good girlfriend to him, to even make him keep promises to even make him do something for me. He will NEVER buy me presents or anything, even as small as a pen or pencil, UNLESS i prompt him to. Sometimes i really feel so no shame when i ask him to buy something for me... It's like he bought it cos i asked him to. sometimes he won't even buy anything for me EVEN IF i asked him to buy. I really get so disappointed at him sometimes. He will never read my blogs, he will never even fucking even try to remember my blog name. He will never ever read my testimonials.. sometimes i really hate his apathetic attitude to the core.
 
or maybe the problems lies with me. I'm too pathetic. My life's too pathetic. Sometimes I feel that my bf is more socially conscious than he loves me. He cares about his appearance infront of his frens, his parents, my parents, more than he loves me. I know he will never read my blogs that's why i'm saying sooooooo many bad things about him. I can't help it. It's the only way i can vent my anger now. Cos all these things i put here i've already told him tens and thousands of times, he just won't seem to care.
 

Tuesday, July 13, 2004

I HATE MY FUCKING BOYFREN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! He doesn't keep his fucking promises he doesn't give a fuck for my feelings!!!!!!!!!!!! All he cared was to smoke smoke smoke smoke smoke smoke. TO HELL TO "I swear after chinese new year this year i'm NEVER gonna smoke again. If not I don't love you." Fuck. Chee bye. Knn. And the fucking pissed off thing was he kept on asking and asking if he could smoke if he could smoke. He even said i was naggy. TO FUCK WITH HIM! I just wanted him to be healthier! Since god knows when he haven even bought me any gifts anymore. Since my bday i think. And even before that I din even receive anything so much so a small card or a small tiny cheepskate 20cents thing. NOTHING. Sometimes i really feel he treats his family and frens so much fucking more better than me. I really hate is apathetic attitude towards me. I hate my life that's it.