oh my god, i can't believe these Teacup Yorkie puppies are for free adoption!!! GOSH!! i want!! so damn frigging cute!!!!! shit.... i wanna ask my mum to let me adopt!!

if you guys are interested go to this website: http://shops.st701.com/shops/view/21782?from=%2Fshops%2Fresults%3Fsearch_text%3Dpuppies

i'm not sure if i'm ready to raise a puppy.......... haizZZZ... takes alot of work u know........

Things i really really wanna buy now...

Things i wanna buy now:

HTC Touch cruise......... pda phone, $798 with 1 gb memory card....... i'm SO SO SO into PDA phones........... too bad my stupid O2 mini died on me....... ARGH....

BOUGHT! not baby pink though......

i'm so into BABY PINK and touch screens nowadays............... but where to find the $$$$ to buy?!!

AND THIS RABBIT IS SO CUDDLY CUTE!! saw this on some forum thingy, somebody selling this Netherland dwarf pure breed rabbit for only $200 frigging dollars!! website: http://www.sgclub.com/singapore/selling_pure_breed_51774.html

Disappointed.

So so so disappointed, I wanted that bag so so so much. so much. Imagine the disappointment when you really wanted something, really thought you would get it, but dont have it in the end. It's really very disappointing. just so disappointing. Feel like i've lost something cos i love the bag so much.

chinese new year was OK only..... CNY's supposed to be my favourite festive season of the year.......... one which i sincerely cherish, one when i can meet friends and relatives and gather at someone's place an have hell lots of fun.............. and it's over so soon........ sigh................ and soon, my prelims will be next................. and soon, my final year exams................ and soon, my 22nd bday (in the middle of everyone's exams), and soon, i'll have to start working.................. ARGHHHHhhhhhhhhh...... how i really wish i can go overseas RIGHT NOW......... even malaysia will be good........ haizZZzz......

super gian mahjong and blackjack now.............. i really have no mood to study for the prelims.... how??!! oh yah, did i mention, we went for a movie marathon on chu san? cos the whole world was overseas and we had no place to go...... we watched kung fu dunk and ah long private limited.... which was superrrrrrrrr funny, apart from the corny storyline....... but half of it i didn't understand as it was in Cantonese, so i was reading the subtitles most of the time......... i bet if i can understand Cantonese it'll be 10times funnier......

anyway, Valentine's day dinner was at Amici Italian Restaurant at Holland village........ which cost my bf a bomb......... no flowers no presents as usual, like it's been for the past 5 years........ which i really dont mind this year, cos if there's gift exchange, it'll mean i have to buy something for him also......i'm damn broke....... heh....... the ONLY, one and ONLY time i received flowers from him was our 1st year anniversary i guess........ which i really dont wanna mention the "coolness" of the process of him presenting those flowers to me (at his HOUSE!!!)......... and i think the next time i'll receive flowers from him might be our wedding liao lah...... haizzZZZ....... everytime i ask him to buy flowers, the only thing he'll say is "u wait lor", "
等久久".......... he can bring me to the most expensive restaurant to eat, but he'll never buy flowers for me, or even shop for present for me on his own....... the only way he'll buy present for me will be when i ask him to, if i ask on the spot, he sure buy, if i dont ask or dont tell him SPECIFICALLY what i want, he wont even think of buying anything..... and SO, the only thing we do together, really enjoy together, is EAT............ i often ask him, "why you always dont wanna buy things for me one ah", he always say "
养你吃都 cannot tahan liao, 你比平常人吃得多" .......... '_'

My To buy list seems to grow longer by the minute but i've got no idea how to fulfil all my needs when i've got no money.... fuck............ really feel so shit..... i need some calorie limit capsules to bloody limit my food intake during this festive season.... i need a new blusher, i need hair treatment for my bloody just-dyed-super-dry-hair................ anyway, talking about my dyed hair......... haizZZZZ............. i felt so cheated..... the hair cut was nice, i really like it.... but as usual, i got cajoled into highlighting my hair in less than 3 minutes.... the hair stylist must have felt very proud of herself, to persuade me to dye my hair so fast............. and the highlighting and hair cut cost me $130 bucks............... which is VERY expensive.......... compared to if i just dye at some neighbourhood salons...... for tat price i think i can dye my WHOLE hair plus highlight plus treatment plus cut.............shit.......... got scolded by the bf for being so stupid to dye hair at those kinda salons.......... can cut hair at those kind of higher-end salons, but dyeing hair is a serious mistake.... and now my hair is like a pile of dried hay........... shit.......... really need to do treatment...... did i mention i went back to the salon AGAIN to touch up my hair? cos the first time was SO NOT OBVIOUS my mum and bf and some friends screamed at me to go back to the Salon to touch up....... i always kena this kinda thing don't ask me why..... dye-ing hair at this place is so not worth the money....... though really, the hair cutting is perfectly fine......

i dont even wanna bring myself to think about the coming exams and prelims.... the only thing i'm looking forward now is CNY...... my ONLY motivation........... but when it's over, it's really over..... i might be so depressed after the hols i might just die of stress..... i'm a super stress-free person, but this year i dont know why i can feel the stress of studies constantly all the time..... feel so shit...................... ARGH!