hmmmmm.......... wisdom tooth extraction was a fucking awful experience for me.......... one thing, cos one of my wisdom tooth is lying FLAT instead of upright, the dentist had to drill and cut my wisdom tooth into MANY pieces before she took it out........ the injection of the anesthetic INTO my gums was FUCKING CHEEBYE PAINFUL.......... WAH LAO.......... REALLY PAINFUL till i nearly cried.......... i could see the fucking damn long needle, i could feel the damn thing in my gums i really nearly cried............. and the best part i was injected TWICE, cos i had TWO wisdom tooth to be extracted.....

and the stupid dentist. really dont know how to describe her...... i think she's damn lousy ah!!! she kept saying "if you feel the pain, tell me." i was like fuck, by the time i feel the pain when you're halfway fucking DRILLING my tooth i'll be already screaming ah!! why can't u just fucking inject MORE anesthetic first?! arghhhhh................ so throughout the operation, i was so fucking taunted by the fact that i MIGHT just fucking feel the pain SUDDENLY halfway thru the operation (really operation, i was lying on a fucking cold operation table, covered throughout my whole body with blanket and the green cloth covering my entire face except for a small hole to fit my mouth), tat i just clasped my hands together very tightly throughout, prepared for a sudden jerk of pain........ i was under LOCAL anesthesia, which meant i was conscious THROUGHOUT the entire process, which made it 100 times even more terrifying................ haiz........... bad experience, i'lll never do it again.........

post extraction was also awful......... i lost alot of blood and i felt so damn giddy i just took cab home, i didn't even care if it was peak hours and i couldn't open my mouth to talk AT ALL, so i just wrote on a piece of paper for the cab driver to send me to my hse...................... i couldn't feel my cheek, chin, ears........... which was such an er xin experience....... cos i didn't even know when i drooled... i didn't even know i was salivating and i didn't swallow my saliva......... gosh........arghhhhh............ i was told by the dentist that after the extraction, my cheeks/gums will swell to its maximum size in 72hrs........wat an exciting thing to look forward to..........i almost rolled my eyes at her...........anyway, it's swollen now, to its maximum size......... cool.........i haven been eating, sleeping and coping well post extraction.......... cos it fucking aches and i cant frigging open my mouth.......... can only have very very soft food........... soft food=boring food=bu hao chi. knn. i dont know why mine hurt so much, some of my frens said theirs didnt hurt, but some of my frens said theirs hurt a lot........ so i belong to the unfortunate group......... SUAY AH............ i think both tooth were on the bottom, cos mine was operation instead of just extracting and twisting it out of my gums.......... and cos i had TWO wisdom tooth removed?? dono lah, SUAY LAh.......... grrrrr.........

another thing to "look forward to" is to have my stitches removed next wednesday........ can you imagine STITCHES?!?! sounds damn fucking scary from the sound of it............ i didnt' even know my wounds were stitched up till the nurse told me at the end of everything to arrange for follow up appointment......... i have to go back there again?!! arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

i've got plenty of medicine to eat.......... plenty.............. and i dont know why...... all my frens after their operation didn't even have medicine ah........ at most a mouth wash......... aiya, told u i'm suay rite.............

i'm sooooooooooooooo sick at my blurness.......... still can't get over it........ can't believe i overlooked it........ grrrr......... school admin staffs just suck ok..... they always dragggggggg things and dont get back to you...... i cant believe i just got myself into could-have-been-avoided trouble........ really irritating...... if only i had just fucking just CLICKED on the damn confirmation registration button..... if only my bf's internet connection was not down!!!! ARGH!!

anyway, sch's been busy........ 1st wk of school and i already felt the pressure..... fuck man.......... and i've got a dental surgery appointment on Wednesday........ i'm soooooooo scared man........ i got to operate to get TWO of my wisdom tooth out...... my doctor initially asked me to take out all 5 at once...... (YES I've got 5!!) but i might just die of overwhelming pain ah.... so i just take 2 out and just wait for the rest of the 3 to give me trouble before i start thinking about it........ for now, JUST 2....... something the doctor said gave me the nerves ah..... the doctor said there's 0.5% chance that the wisdom tooth operation MIGHT affect the nervous system for the chin, tongue and jaw........... so damn bloody scary ah!! fuck man............ 2 person i hate most in this world: 1. Dentist, 2. Hairdresser. ARGH!!! everybody said wisdom tooth surgery will hurt............ how?! i swear i will take the pain killers rigourously.... oh man.............. sobs........

so bloody pissed at my blurness!!!!! oh god........... i didn't know the school's ECR ended YESTERDAY!!! and i didn't confirm my school timetable!!! OMFG! fuck man...................................... i'm so bloody worried now i cant get the ideal timetable that i want!!! FUCK AH!! how fucking blur and forgetful i am i really dont know!! ccb..................... fuck man..................... arghhhhhhhhh really pissed.....

Not bad results

finally got my results..... didn't do too good... but didn't do too bad either.... was disappointed at my three 3rd class honors for my subjects..... but i'd thought 2 of them were a sure goner, so it was very lucky that i even passed.......... was/STILL IS super super glad of my ONE 1st class honors subject...... and it was a GOOD 1st class honors.... so happy......!!! but........ grrrrr.... all the rest all 3rd class....classification of honors: as long as you score 5 subjects of a class, you'll get the class..... (eg if i have 5 1st class honors, i'll get 1st class honors degree lor) which is so so so so so so damn fucking hard ( I SUMPAH it's damn fucking difficult to get 1st class honors ok, 34 is the passing mark, and many ppl only get around the 3rd class range, PLEASE do not look down on UOL, i swear it's a fucking difficult degree, they had only 12 1st class honors last year for our graduating batch, which is at least a few thousand cos we can fill up the WHOLE of the expo exhibition hall)...............................

come next year........i'll be DEAD, cos my subjects are all MATHEMATICAL subjects........!!!! SHIT. but i can do it, i WILL DO IT!! I CAN GET MY 1ST CLASS HONORS OR 2ND UPPER!!

the only thing that i can do now is to work super super super hard for my 3rd year and get 3 second upper class, or FOUR 1st class for my subjects next year....... meaning to either get a second upper honours degree or a 1st class honors....... cos i have one 2nd upper and one 1st class now.... 3 more subjects to go.......... and i've got 4 subjects next year, meaning 3/4 of the subjects i gotta CHIONG AH.......... ARGH...

aiya, bet no one knows what the hell i'm talking about......i am so going to work hard nxt year......... i will study EVERY SINGLE DAY (try lah)......... JIO me to study!!

fuck fuck fuck................... exams results out TODAY............. i think.... i've heard alot of news about it.... but somehow i still haven't manage to get into the student portal to view my results......... i still prefer the paper thingy where they send your results via mail.......... i'll still be getting that... but the school's putting the results online....so i'll be viewing it online first.......... nervous breakdown.........