The interview was crap lah...... went in the 1st thing they asked me to do was write an essay in 10 mins...... SIAN..... essay part was OK for me..... BUT the interview part i think was crap.... anyway, nvm, first time..... it's ok....... keep telling myself it's ok if i dont get in, which i think i wont.... seriously..... kept stuttering ah.... crap lah.... and he kept asking those sibeh open ended questions..... "tell me more about yourself" sian.....

Genting was fun fun fun and lose $$ lose $$ lose $$......... but it was the company which counted.... and the countless of casino games i've learnt.... hahaha.. jackpot is passe now, table games are in.... ANYWAY, lost SGD$600 bucks...... combined with the bf............. anyway anyway anyway, dont scold me lah, combined losses...... no choice... somebody damn suay those 3 days there... not my fault.... and as his gang of friends said "dai sai" aka sibeh suay.......

well well well, tml's the BIG day..... interview with THE company.......... THAT company.............. haiz............. nvr been to any interviews in my whole frigging life before, how to be not scared?? scared stiff! haizZZZz....... i just hope my knees won't buckle under me, just hope my hands wont tremble, just pray hard that i'll JUST GET IN......... haiz................

i can't believe i'm sick a day before i go Genting........ fuck fuck fuck.... i dont even have the strength now to frigging pack my luggage......... argghh...... so screwed...... i can't even think properly... so afraid i'll miss out something important like passport or smth.... haizz...... flu flu flu flu............

oh yah.... i watched my first ever R21 movie.... Pleasure Factory.... i didn't understand wat the whole damn movie was all about.... so all in all it sucked.... fucking draggy and dont even have storyline... FAR too abstract for me lah..... maybe u'll argue it's art, then art lor... dono lah...

my SECOND R21 movie was Lust.Caution, which was really frigging NICE AH (but my bf just tot it was "OK LAH" -_- boys) !! from the storyline, to the sex scenes, to the actors.... omg, REALLY NICE!! HIGHLY RECOMMENDED K! i was pretty amazed by the really nice/exciting/hair raising plot, apart from the really *ahem* cool sex scenes........ and it's really weird watching lee hom talk in a weird china accent... and Liang Chao Wei's is still as charismatic as ever..... oh no no no, not cos i saw his balls and butt.... but.... aiya he is just charismatic fullstop.

haven been updating.... cos nothing's happen so far, nothing bad la at least... some GOOD has finally happened to me... haiz, been just plain busy la..... and i'm going Genting (again) this friday to sunday..... Driving trip with bf and his frens.... we'll be driving to KL and Malacca.... yeah! happy to finally get out of this frigging place, even though it's just Malaysia.. HAIZ.... if only i can go Taiwan.........

last friday was one of the most horifying busy day of my entire life.... was busy alllllllll the way till 2plus am at night..... but felt accomplished and happy.... and realised, it was really worth it.... just realised it today..... Went for the so called "recruitment" drive last friday afternoon till evening...... K*** was there... like WAH, one of the Big 4 companies... we were told to bring our resumes... but non dared to give the resumes to the speakers initially.... dont know why... everyone was just standing around, talking and staring and just doing nothing.... and no one dared hand up their resumes.... so, me and my fren mustered up our courage and asked the HR manager of K*** if she would want to collect our resumes.... and to our surprise! She said YES! oh, guess why we were so surprised? cos the headhunter of K*** (another speaker) initially told my fren that they are NOT recruiting at this time of the year... like WTH... then u come for wat.....

and to our irritation, many of the "free-riders" actually finally started handing up their resumes together with us. those free riders were actually crowding around the HR waiting for someone to START to hand up, and waiting for the someone to help them hand their resumes up together. Together with US, in OUR stack. go and die. irritated.

anyway, i still can't believe my luck.... the kind HR lady, (bless her), actually really looked and flipped through our resumes and called us the following working day, which was Monday, and called me again today, to tell me i'm shortlisted for an interview next wednesday!!! WOOHOO!! i'm so so so glad ah.... you can't imagine my joy when i heard "hi i'm blah blah blah calling from K***, you are shortlisted for an interview next wednesday" wah lao............. the HR manager is really so kind ah! i actually tot for a moment that she might not be bothered with us ah..... aiyo...so so so nice of her.....

butbut but........ i've never been through any interviews before.... im so so so scared ah......... dont even know how it feels like to be interviewed by maybe 2 ppl? argh......... hopefully i'll meet another kind soul who'll inteview me and hire me straight away... i'll be grateful forever and pledge my allegience to the company for at least..... 1 year?! hahahha kidding.... we'll see how it goes lah hor......wah wah wah............. SCARED AH.....