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cm req l/c and f/c; td cm will waive out of gdwill; subject to management approv

gv rnr

im sure everyone thinks im talking gibberish.. but lynn noes best.. this is the kinda sucky work i do everyday...

rnr= ring and ring = nvr pick up

l/c= late charge

f/c=finance charge

i've nvr used so much shortforms in my whole life b4...

i really hate this job.. long hours.. little pay... boring... tiring... and the worst thing: WE ALWAYS GET OUR PAY LATE!

i also wanna quit............. but same thing as lynn.. all my frens wrking nw... even my bf.. if i nvr wrk i'll be bored to death... sure, i'd love the freedom; i'd love the time i will have for my own leisure.. but soon..i'll feel pissed at having no money to spend.. i'll start to get bored of nt wrking and feel like wrking agn.. i dun wanna wait till then to regret... haizz...i really really feel so sick of this life.. i cant imagine wat it's gonna be like when i'm out in the wrking world.. for real....

anyway... i'm so happy.. yet so sad... my bf juz bought me a camera~ yeah! well.. sort of bought me a cam lah.. he paid $300 and i paid $250... it's the newest panasonic fx2 or something like tat.. we bought it cheaper cos his fren is selling cameras at lucky plaza.... the camera is SO DAMN COOL! i love gadgets.. heh... it's so much fucking better than my old camera which is so damn slow; lousy; blur; watever.

BUT! after buying me the camera... his attitude changed.. it seems like he thinks he can treat me however he like cos he bought something so ex for me... haiz...............................................................................................

life nw is getting more boring by the day.. suddenly thought bck those days when i had so mch fun in sch.. come to think of it.. life in sch was so much better than life at work.. my secondary school days.. my jc days.. just flew by... before i had time to cherish them they were all gone...

soon.. i'll be 20.. soon i'll have to go work everyday.. no such things as school holidays anymore.. soon i'll be in university.. and soon i'll be married.. (i hope).. soon i'll start my own family and i'll just hafta depend on my very own family members.. soon i'll grow older and see my children all grown up and setting up their families.. soon i'll die of diabetes.. (i hope not).. or kidney failure? given my diet nw.. highly likely..

today is one of those days i start thinking bck... reviewing my life.. rekindling memories.. i was so bored today i kept thinking abt the past... my friends... my romantic period...those days are gone.. my relationships wif anyone.. and i mean even my bf.. have all become stagnant.. i don't do activities wif my bf anymore.. i dun do activities wif my friends anymore.. except the occasional outtings wif lynn..

i pin for some excitement in my life.. i'd love to go on a nite out cycling agn.. i'd die for a ride on my bf's bike agn... hugging him ever so tightly and feel the nite breeze brush past... cursing at red lights and rejoicing green lights.. looking up at the nite sky and gazing at stars at westcoast park.. feeling cold cos of the wind.. yet feel ever so warm cuddling beside my bf.. i yearn for warmth agn..