i can't take it anymore!!!!!!!! arghhh......... i dont understand why u must always spoil my Sundays...... y do u have to spoil it with your moodswings? i was looking forward to a very nice sunday with you.... we'd planned to cook at ur hse since nobody was at home.... but u had to spoil it right in the early morning with ur moodswings.....

whatever........

on a much lighter note.... all in all i had alot of fun in JB for the past 2 days.... i just wished it didn't have to end the nice wkend this soon.....

bad? good? sudden pounding, breathless....bad omen? good?

Everything - Michael Buble

You're a falling star, You're the get away car.

You're the line in the sand when I go too far.

You're the swimming pool, on an August day.

And you're the perfect thing to say.

And you play it coy, but it's kinda cute.

Ah, When you smile at me you know exactly what you do.

Baby don't pretend, that you don't know it's true.

Cause you can see it when I look at you.

[Chorus:]And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times.

It's you, it's you, You make me sing.

You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.

You're a carousel, you're a wishing well,

And you light me up, when you ring my bell.

You're a mystery, you're from outer space,

You're every minute of my everyday.

And I can't believe, uh that I'm your man,

And I get to kiss you baby just because I can.

Whatever comes our way, ah we'll see it through,

And you know that's what our love can do.

[Chorus:]And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times.

It's you, it's you, You make me sing.

You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.

So, La, La, La, La, La, La, La.

So, La, La, La, La, La, La, La.

[Chorus:]And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times.

It's you, it's you, You make me sing.

You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.

You're every song, and I sing along.

'Cause you're my everything.

Yeah, yeah.

So, La, La, La, La, La, La, La

So, La, La, La, La, La, La, La, La, La, La, La.

in love with this song that my best buddy from the office introduced to me....such a SWEET sweet song.......... awwwww....

i can sense an oncoming bout of flu....... im screwed... i can't fall sick these 2 wks....i got things to clear.... and im clearing my leave nxt wk..... so i got to do everything by monday.... i was told to hand everything up by nxt monday morning..... and i havent even finish anything yet.... im dead....

i've decided not to bitch about work here..... just in case... so i deleted the whole entry..... it's just not right... like WHAT IF they managed to find my blog... i just realised i broadcasted my blog on my friendster... so it's not a good idea afterall.... sigh..... tats the thing about public blog... you can't bitch... maybe i shud set up another one.... just for bitching.... and random rants abt work....

hmmm... i still haven't got time to upload photos from my d&d.... ALOT of photos... i gotta go sieve them all out.... might do it in the office tml... wahahha... best employee award goes to me, and angeline.... we do the most retarded things in the office can.... i shall not name them here, for fear of ears behind the wall.... watever the case, we rock.... hahaha.... the office apparently had been very boring without us, the rowdy gang...... we've been at the client's place for the past wk........ different clients somemore.... the only way of communication is thru sms, and SKYPE.... SKYPE IS THE BEST can..... makes me forget about my heavy workload..... MASS SKYPING is the best.... rocks man.... we talk uber cock in skype... and we always burst out laughing at our monitors while everybody else is working.... i told u, best employees............please, i got do my work ok..... just that i can multi task RATHER well.... well, maybe it distracts a TAD bit, but still, i dont think it matters, as long as i get my work done.... good enough.... i just wasted my wkend on the bf's assignment..... can i get the best gf award also? we went it's ok, he returned by sending me to work almost the whole of last wk, and also tomorrow! woohoo.... i can have time to la teh and have my breakfast in the morning cos i'll be damn early can............

anyway, driving to Suntec is CRAZY... fucking ERP costs 6 frigging bucks..... he sent me to the client's place twice last wk and he's been grumbling abt the ERP non-stop.... i can't blame him.... it's really fucking crazily expensive..... knn.... anyway, im such a good gf. give me a pat on my back.

argh.................. just feel like shouting...... this D&D thing is DRIVING ME NUTS........ it was fun, INITIALLY.... towards the end as it comes nearer and nearer to the actual performance i feel like giving up.... it's sooooo draining..... i'm part of the organising committee for the group's dance performance and we got to start everything from scratch..... from the music to the dance to choosing the ppl and even to choreographing moves.... i can't believe i'm actually choreographing dance moves when i really suck at dancing.... i think i look like a faggot when i dance...... grrr..... can't even shake my butts can't move, i'm always so stiff.... im so scared ppl will actually laugh at me when i dance.......

we've been marathoning for this D&D for the past couple of days ON TOP of our own workload..... it's really overwhelming..... i'm going to faint soon....... we ate dinner at only 9 plus for 3 consecutive days i think..... did i mention i had very bad gastric yesterday? i almost fainted of hunger & gastric again today, yeahness to gastritis, or however u spell that....... i didn't think i'd ever ever have gastric problems........ but now i'm doubtful... hur.... considering the superrrrrr not regular meals...... and i'm always forgetting to eat...... i swear i can forget to eat ok? dont doubt me.... i can swear on it..... the bf doesn't believe that i can forget to eat.... but tat's because when i'm with him the only thing we do is to eat....... so i'll nvr forget...... but when i'm alone, i'll forget to eat...... although i'll feel hungry i'll still forget cos after being too hungry you wont even feel like eating anymore.... but nobody believes i can forget to eat, so fuck it.....

i've been always in a daze, especially in the mornings...... and i realised it's starting to get from bad to worst..... it's been like the 2nd time this wk i think, that i've been honked by a car in the morning cos i havent been paying attention when i'm crossing the road...... shit......... dont know wat the fuck im doing....... if this is the case now, i wonder wat will happen during super peak period..... i'll be more likely to die from car accident than stress from work..... *CHOI!! TOUCH WOOD*