i seem to have never-ending things to do..... everytime i finish doing something, another thing will crop up............ feel tired every single day..... drained...... fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck la. feel so fucking stressed with so many fucking things to do. never ending really never ending! just tomorrow, i have 6 places to fucking go. piano lesson in the morning, afternoon chiong for class, after class chiong meet customer, after meeting customer got to go alter my dress, after altering dress must go teach piano. fucking hell ah. really never felt so fucking FULL TO THE BRIM before, full as in my brains feel so torn and battered. Every single day i've got so many fucking things to do! tuition EVERY SINGLE DAY. can you believe it. although it's alot of money but FUCK LAH. if i get alot of money in exchange for my freedom, time, brains and what not, then i rather dont want lah.

feel so tired, stressed out............. tired both physically and mentally........... my brain feel so squeezed......... i feel so drained.............. i've got sooooooooooo many things to do every single day........ so many things to think about, to stress about......... i dont even have time for myself these days to even blog............ i feel so damn tired i feel like lazing on the bed all day...... feel like doing so many things that i was doing just months ago........ things that i dont have the time to do now........... my head feels heavy all the time......... heavy with thoughts, bf, appointments, tuitions, piano lessons, shopping sprees, assignments, projects, meet ups........ i hate those kinda feelings when i dont even spend quality time at home with my family....... everytime when i reach home they'll either be asleep or not there........ or everytime the moment i reach home, i'll have to go out again........ i feel so damn bloody sick of the lifestyle i'm having now........... i dont even have time to blog! i dont even have time for myself........ i dont even have time to sort my own things out........ i dont even have time to think for myself....... all my thoughts are always concerned about other ppl........i let everything influence me so much...........i feel like i'm living my life for others.......... i let ppl affect me so much........

Your Personality Is Like Ecstasy

You're usually feeling the love for the world around you - you want to hug everyone.And while you're usually content to sit back and view the world with wonder...Sometimes you're world becomes very overwhelming and a little scary.

What Drug Is Your Personality Like?

just realised we didn't take a single photo together on our 5th yr anniversary........ STUPID.........anyway, i just took very few photos....... dont know why i was so distracted i actually forgot to take photos.......didn't really do much to celebrate our anniversary...... just had dinner at Pariss international buffet and watched "Shoot 'em all" which was quite a nice movie.....

the actual day, the bf geng MC to accompany me.... heh.... or rather, i accompanied him to the dentist to take the MC since he really had a toothache, so we thought, might as well.... spent the day strolling around Hougang Mall area, eating Dim sum at coffeeshop, ate desserts at the dessert shop......... although wasn't very exciting, but it felt very nice....... the pace was slow, we didn't have to care about work or studies.... just chatted and strolled......... and the day was over just like tat.... just like any other normal day............... as the old old saying goes, everyday will be like Valentine's day (or anniversary) if you love each other......... heh............ the bf just "proposed" just nw, hahhaha......... sudden surge of warmth when he suddenly popped the question......... "when we getting married, can faster get married?" hehe....... so sweet............................. *blush*

Happy 5th year Anniversary to Hubby!!

went Pariss (again) hahah to eat yesterday........... went back frigging full........... happy happy day!