NIE is OUT of my list... too time wasting and the degree is too narrow.. not much career prospects... i mean, though it's a metal bowl (tie fan wan).. but being a school teacher suck. (or sucks?) too stressed... not my cup of tea...


so it's down to Stansfield, MDIS, SIM.

each has their own positive trades... Stansfield is affiliated to School of London Economics, there are quite a number of courses offered that i'm interested in. School starts in August.. Bachelor of Accounting and Finance (note, not bachelor of accountancy), Bachelor of Business. Provides FULL university facilities, including full-time teachers. and there's a chance that i'll get to study in London if i do well..and they offer direct honours. and the course fees is DAMN CHEAP.



SIM is accredited by Australian university, the school that offers the MOST number of courses, ranging frm Bachelor of Business, Bachelor of Arts, and Bachelor of Science. most of all, it offers the Bachelor of Accountancy. and Bachelor of Business Admin. (these courses terms sound more pro and most alike to local universities' degrees). but the thing is, their lecturers are all part-times. the course fee is SUPER EXPENSIVE. $25000, paid in 6 installments for the 3 year course. they dun offer direct honours to those degrees i'm interested in.



MDIS affiliated to the University of Bradford (UK). offers courses that I want too. but i've heard from rach tat they are more recognised for their communications courses.

and yeah! mum promised to buy me that pair of shoes!!! YEAH!! well.. but not my jacket and other stuffs... :P cos i dun dare ask for too much.. hahaha.. my FIRST TIME asking my mum buy smth for me..i always use my own money..(handphones are not counted, she sure buy for me, cos i sure no money to buy, somemore the last time i bought a handphone was gazillion years ago!!)

Stansfield college is quite good also.. cos most of the lecturers there are full-time, the school provides the full facilities, and most of all, it's from school of london.. not an australian degree school.. heard from alot of ppl that degrees from australia is not as good as from london... well.. SIM degree courses are all from australia... and i MIGHT get to study in London if I score well enought.. oh ya, and it's a direct honours course..SIM doesn't provide direct honours course (well not for those courses I want).. but too bad that stansfield college don't have the Bachelor of Accountancy.. I know the nxt trend will be for Accountancy... cos many undergraduates in NTU and SMU already have jobs even before they graduate... they all got pulled over by major companies like Citi bank and many many more MNCs.. hmmmmmmmm.........

i think i might just get my harry potte books from ebay.. since its only 40bucks for all the four books i've lost... so junz.. just THOSE four books.. hmmm.. cheap leh... though 2nd hand..but i dun mind... unless i can get it cheaper at Sans bookshop... but i so gek sim... lost my books... ARGH...

hmm.. great news.. the NIE diploma course is only for 2 yrs.. and if i'm selected to go for a degree.. it's for another 2 more yrs... so it's the same as doing a degree straight for 4 yrs... yeah... can take NIE diploma already.... but......... it's a one way road... no turning back.. i'll hafta be a teacher for life i think.. :P

ok.. it's time to do a vote.. help me choose from out of these options and choose the one that you think is the best choice.

1. MDIS

2. SIM

3. NIE (diploma then proceed to degree)

4. Diploma in local polytechnics (then proceed to degree, sch term for polys frm yr 2006 onwards will start in April or May, so not so bad)

5. James Cook University (new private uni starting nxt yr)
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so guys... just tag on my tagboard 1,2,3, 4 or 5. VOTE PLS!!

look at his shocked face.. wonder what he saw...

hmmm.. those were the days when we took pics.. nowadays............ haizZZzz..

really had a fun time shopping with lynn and rach.. spent well over 50bucks over the past few days of shopping.. bought 3 tops altogether. and i've got alot more things to buy!!!.. ARGH...

1. pair of shoes

2. jacket

3. puma bag

4. tshirt

*yum yum*

happy couple!

colourful..

and that's me!

back to childhood!.. hahha.. roundabout at suntec.. or watever it's called

dinner at fish and co!..

empty seat... long long long wait for samuel to turn up..

I was on an emotional rollercoaster ride these few days.. Had alot of email thingy going on with NTU. A lady replied via email telling me that my appeal to NIE is unsuccessful, however, tat email that she replied to was not my "appeal" to NIE as she'd thought. It was merely a sort of plea letter for them to at least give me a chance for interview to NIE. and I just told her it's unfair to judge me based on that unofficial mail. so they told me they will send me the outcome by mail. so i reckon they're highly likely going to tell me i'm not successful cos NIE will ALWAYS ask you to go interview. but i nvr even receive any shits about interview, so well, there you go.

After thinking abt it for so many days, I've come down to some conclusions. I'd decided maybe to go take the diploma course by NIE, (well i'll be paid for studying, so why not), before proceeding to upgrade to a degree course. BUT that's provided when I upgrade to a degree course, the degree course will be much shorter (maybe only 2 yrs).
Another alternative is going to SIM, taking up my all time favourite business course, but i'll have to wait till nxt year to apply, so meantime i'll work first. (but my bf told me SIM is not a gd alternative, cos even HE also can go study at SIM.)

I'd also thought about going to take a diploma in the polys, but it's confirmed that I cant go straight into the 2nd yr of the course, cos it's only for those Science ppl (eg: courses like BIOTECH, or chemistry dono wat course). And i thought tat if i were to get a diploma then i'll hafta wait another yr before the course commence in 2006, i'll also hafta take the entire 3 yr course, and it's also not guaranteed that i can get into the local unis. and if i were to get into the local uni, i'll hafta waste time again. but i dono if the degree course will be shortened if i have a dip. if that's the case then i dont mind. but it will really be time wasting if i have to take take the whole 4 yr course for degree.

and of cos, last but not least alternative, be a tai tai and dun study anymore!! HAHAHHAHAHA.... let my hubby yang wo. hahahaha.. i dun mind being a tai tai. :P

i'd been in a depressed mood these few days thinking abt all these things, but i've come to a conclusion lah. im so glad that i'm a girl. cos whatever happens, in the end, our most important task is to get married and take care of children, so what's there to fret? no work no degree so??? stay at home be tai tai ah. at most set up own business (using hubby's money), and u can also earn money wat. lagi best, be own boss can go work as and when i like. wow. tat's my idea of LIFE.

and of cos, all that shopping had taken the load off my shoulders, for quite awhile. hehehe.. spent quite alot, but i dun mind if i get more clothes and craving for cheesecake quenched.

This is so so so fucked up. I spent the fucking weekend doing nothing. fucking nothing but getting angry with him all the time. went out on saturday, it was supposed to be a fun time. but how the fuck would i know i'll be late cos of a fucking national day rehearsal tat caused the whole stretch of road to be blocked and i had to get down somewhere near Chijmes to walk all the way to suntec? NVM. when i reached, he was there with the justic Bao face alrdy. i practically ran there ok. NVM! later we went "shopping", by walking along the corridors of all the fucking shops without fucking going in. HOW NICE. tat's his idea of shopping. when i was at adidas, i was soooooooooo fucking drooling over the jacket and so happy that there were many many new designs, and asked him which one was nice, he just stood there and said "dono". at tat point of time, i just felt like slapping him. but i din. i just spent the rest of the day being fucking angry with him. and not talking. but he just acted oblivious and continued his "shopping" to Marina. yes, by walking along the corridors and nvr going in to any of the shops. When we reached Marina, guess wat he did? he went straight into arcade and spent the fucking rest of the time there till he met his frens at nite, where they played arcade AGAIN before watching Initial D. HOW NICE. how nice to let me fucking wait and wait and fucking wait for at least 3 hrs in some fucking arcade roomS. FUCK. so we just went all the way to suntec to play arcade. how cool. and did i mention i din even touch any of the fucking machines at arcade? i just sat down at one place and letting my fumes out. i mean, go to suntec and play ARCADE leh. so cool hor. he dono hougang also got arcade meh? aiyo, he can be so nice to me at times. so damn fucking nice.

cant believe i was home the whole of yesterday, except tat 2 hr plus when i went out for piano..i was so damn frigging bored at hm.... thank god there was tv..

ARGHHHHHHH still damn fucking bored now!!

im grounded.

I feel fucked up.

I hate the world.

I hate myself the most. appeal for NUS was not successful.

I hate my bf.

I just want to DIE.

Hubby and frens..

fren's bday..

Sentosa~!..

I lead a fucking boring life.

Fucked up life.

I dun need him to help me take my bags,

I dun need him to help me down a steep slope,

I dun need him to help me open drink cans,

I dun need him to push heavy doors for me,

I dun need him to cook maggi mee for me,

I dun need him to call me in the morning to wake me up,

I dun need him to hug me,

I dun need him to give me sense of security,

I dun need him to humour me,

I dun need him to pour water for me,

I dun need him to accompany me to the toilet in the middle of the night,

I dun need him to shop with me,

I dun need him anymore.

or do I?

"为何爱你那么累，
为何都是我不对，
为何从前我是你的宝贝，
现在却成了你的包累？"

me!.. im surprised my bro could take such clear pic of me.. given he was shivering so much.. hahha

igloo!

snow's fun!

Outside snow city..

hello!.. i look stupid in with tat helmet!.. hahaha

snowman!!...

snowman!

im quite please with myself.. I woke up at 7 plus this morning.. *woohoo*! and i did plenty of things.. feel quite satisfied now.. i brought minxiong for breakfast at mac.. and later had the urge to bring him to Snow City.. (well i dun want him to grow up without childhood, like me. my poor lil' bro has nvr even been to Sentosa before. he only stays at hm to play his gameboy advance and watch SCV)

it was great fun at Snow City.. though minxiong was very very very very irritating.. he kept asking when was our turn to go in (cos we booked 1245 tix and we were there at 1115) but too bad it was just the 2 of us and we couldnt take much pics.. cos we were so damn bloody coldDddDDD!!! we were freezing.. and both of us shivered like mad.. BUT Snow City is much much much smaller than the Snow City in Genting.. Snow City Genting much bigger and nicer! got more things! got bigger slides! it was quite funny at Snow City, cos we came down the slide together, locking our arms. i was too heavy and we went way fast all the way down (my side first of cos, dragging my poor bro down behind me), kicking up lots of snow.. hahahhaha..and we took it twice! so proud of tat! cos there were soooooooo many ppl! and we got out of the place twice cos we were too cold, and rested outside before chionging back in.. (we had only an hr to play)

well.. it was quite ex.. but thank goodness im still considered student price cos i had my student ezlink with me.. so it's $8 bucks each, plus gloves at $3 bucks each, jacket and boots were provided.. and i spent around $50 bucks altogether.. (including drinks, food, and more drinks, and more food) :P

but my mum sponsored =) wanted to drag her go also.. but she said she too old.. kns.. there were even Grannies there taking those slides.. she should have gone so we can take more pics...oh ya we also entered the photography competition! a staff helped us take photos, and we had to pay of cos, to have them developed. one photo was sent for the competition.

y the hell am i blogging in the wee hours of the day (in my opinion, 8am in the morning is seriously considered wee hrs of the day). can u tell im pmsing?

i feel like going MIA for awhile. maybe i will.

im living in a world of cynics where no one trusts each other, and everyone just hate each other. i mean, wat for? aren't we all friends? or are we?

PMS.

got this off kennysia's blog... fuss made..mountain made out of a molehill..

Singaporeans can really make a big fuss out of a trinket of an issue. hello, it's just some porn on someone's blog, (oops, let me correct myself, not porn, its ART, a picture of a nude girl, showing her tits.) no big thing. or maybe its a big thing, considering singapore's such a conservative country. or maybe its a big thing cos' having porn on someone's blog is not considered illegal, YET. i stress on the word YET because, as i've already mentioned, singapore is such a CONSERVATIVE country! bo liao. its irritating to keep hearing ppl mentioning abt the girl who put nude photos of herself on her blog. its such a disgusting thing to do. (yes, in my opinion, its a whorish thing to do) showing off ur body just like that. she doesnt know wats zi-ai. and tat is definitely not the way to be popular. well, maybe it is, cos even I'VE heard abt it. i hope the police catch her. (so childish.. hahahha)

Hmmm.. i've realised there's plenty of ppls' blogs that are worth reading... really worth.. so much better than xiaxue's blog too...

Just read Kennysia's blog.. very engaging and riveting.. hmm nice!.. i dono who the hell is he though, and dono which country he's from.. i just happened to chance on it.. think he's a malaysian whose staying in singapore?

oh my goodness... i really really really hate tat fucking xiaxue.. i cant stand her arrogance.. i cant stand her bitchiness.. i cant stand her AT ALL!! EVEN THOUGH I'VE NEVER SEEN HER IN MY FUCKING LIFE!! i mean, She really doesn’t deserve all the attention tat the media's giving her. not tat I think I deserve it, but maybe many many ppl out there deserve it so much better than her. Maybe im jealous of it, as a girl, i think, as any other girl, or am I? but i just cant stand the way she boasts about her blog. i cant stand the way she edits her photos with photoshop or what nonsense. She hides behind tonnes and tonnes of edited pictures, behind these pictures are her pimples, flaws, freckles, wrinkles, and what not. she is so fu-qian. so damn fucking shallow. she is so materialistic. she loves the lime-light so much. i mean, if u're so good, go be a tv star ah. why be the "asia's most famous blogger" as u've claimed? i mean, why throw singaporean's face by ur arrogance, narcissism, bitchiness, and ur not-very-good-english that is so-full-of-grammatical-errors-and-spelling-errors-which-is-as-bad-as-mine??????

oh, whatever. its ppl like me who reads her blog and contributes to making her blog THE asian-famous blog. i hate her, yet i read her blog. how ironic.

hey ron, i've checked it out..bbdc said the exam models cars have changed to V models.. and models E and C will slowly be outdated frm june onwards.... tat girl said i had E model as i registered with the school earlier... those who registered around May would have gotten the V models.. and since E and C will slowly be casted aside by bbdc.. all will be changed to V models.. yippee!.. she said those who haven started their practical will change to V models... GOOD. but well, no slots..guess i'll hafta wait till after August... when i know if i'll be in uni.. and when i've gotten the timetable...

or maybe i'll just start after my piano exams.. which will be in sept i think.. when school starts.. i bet i'll be damn fucking busy lah...BUT tat's IF I CAN GET INTO SCHOOL. IF. if only i really can... i swear i'll work hard.. i swear i'll go temple and pray... and i'll go church and pray too... (hey, dun be mistaken, i pray to all kinds of gods.. i respect all of them.. i've even gone to thai and hindu temples before...) haizZz.. pls pray hard for me... and for annie and baoyue too..and all those who's like me.. waiting for our lives to be sealed.. by the fate of the "rejection" letter.. or "admission" letter of cos... haizZz.. how i wish and wish and wish with all my heart it's the latter..

hmmm.. dun ask me how i got to know such frens who can hold their liquor so well.. they're not exactly my frens.. :P my bf's frens... they ordered 4 BIG bottles of Martell, and 8 bottles of carlsberg beer.... and 2 more bottles of tiger at some coffeshop later... haizZZzz... bloody drunkards....

Caught in the act...

SenGGGGggg!!!

YUMmmmMMMmmmMMMmm~~!!!

Wat the hell is wrong with photobucket....!!!! ARggHHH..

Finally back frm the long long long long weekend at my bf's hse... and im so disappointed i cant make it tonight.. and very sorry.. cos i've been sort of barred frm staying out late as my dad's at hm... knn............... y cant he fucking get back to work.. he's been nuahing at hm for 4 days alrdy.. and i've been trying to avoid him for wat seemed years.. haizZz..

anyway... witnessed a near-fight caused by 2 drunkard frens...stupid and childish. but i was quite afraid.. din know y.. maybe cos they were drunk... i mean.. nearly ALL of them were drunk..

Dear Miss Carine Wan,

Thank you for your interest in the National University of Singapore.

Kindly note that the appeal results will be available approximately 1week after the appeal closing date.

We would like to inform you that you will be able to check your appealresult online, as well as receive a letter informing you of your appealresult.

We hope this information is useful to you. If you require furtherassistance, feel free to write back to us.

For ease of correspondence,please reply to us using the history feature which will reflect ourprevious correspondences.Thank you and have a good day.Regards,Chen Luzhi (Ms)NUS Office of Admissionshttp://www.nus.edu.sg/oam

Which means.... many many more days of waiting... HAizzZZZ... knn..

being so damn poor just suck. i wanna get alot of things but i just can't. i wanna eat sakae sushi, play bowling, watch movies but i just can't. i mean, y is my life so fucked up? and im so fucking sick of waiting for my appeal to get thru. so sick of waiting for this uni thing. cant it just get it done with alrdy? i mean, at least gimme a confirmation to tell me if im in or not? then i hafta wait and wait and wait and miss out the opportunity of signing up for a private uni instead!! not tat i wanna go private uni, but wat if the local uni reject me!! or accept me for tat matter? as in, im not even sure wat the fucking local uni wants, then how can i sign up for private uni now? its not abt forgoing the application cost, its abt the course fee alrdy, cos once u sign up, u'll hafta pay the course fee within the first dono how many weeks. anyway, no point talking abt this now, SIM's application deadline was long over. FUCKED UP. im schooless.

i know y bbdc no more slots available alrdy... cos its hols for the uni and poly students.. and they are using this june and july to complete their stuffs...

finally thrashed things out with a fren... and it feels good.. very good... in a very good way.. it was just a case of miscommuniation... seriously, come to think of it.. i was being very narrow-minded and petty... hope things will be fine soon.. maybe even better...

haizZz.. sorry for being a wet blanket.. but i dun think i can go hongkong with u guys.. sorry.. cos my bf's parents want me to go thailand with them.. and i have to oblige.. if i go thailand then i wont have money to go hongkong... *sighs*

so tired... madagascar was damn boring,.. i think.. i nearly fell asleep in the cinemas... but my bro was giggling away.. and he said he wanna watch it one more time.. i was like.. huh.... seriously not my kinda movie.. really really felt like falling asleep in the cinema for the first time since my 1st movie.. or maybe it's just me.. maybe i was too tired.. i hate menstrual. argh.

my bf's going clubbing later. sucks. with his police frens, AGAIN. i wish i can go mambo night too..

really cant stand my fats.. i cant seem to shake them off.. i saw a fren of mine who slimmed down ALOT.. wonder how she did it..

anyway, was at rach's hse tat day and watched opprah winfrey show.. or however it's spelled. the show interviewed the wives, whose husband raped/molested their own daughters..it was damn sick.. there was one woman whose husband raped many children.. including his own daughter.. and videcammed the entire thing and put it on net for sale, child porn.. and they also showed the part when her husband was finally trialed in court, where they played the voices of his victims. one victim's speech just etched into my head, "though you took 10minutes of our body, you never even took a second of our souls", it was such a powerful speech that the convicted husband just broke down and cried and cried and cried.. and he just kept saying sorry, but it was just too late for tat. the speech really shooked me, i mean, how can a father do that to his own daughter? he's not even human. in the end, he got sentenced to 345 yrs of jail. they do tat in america, they just add all the years together.. dun understand y.. maybe they think ppl can live more than tat and they're just giving them a "chance".. pointless..

bringing my bro to watch madagascar later.. cos my bf's going out with his frens tonight.. :P i'll be so damn bored..

Pond..

*hugs*

best pals

twist!

boring pic without decorations.. :P

busy girl.. and nice background..

at rach's hse

Me and Vel in NEo Print Machine... very very nice background color..

Pics at rach's hse are up..

i am sooooooooooo damn tired... went out with Vel today to Bugis and Ikea... my goodness.. the trip to Bugis was fantastic.. left both of us struggling to withhold ourselves not to buy back the entire place.. hahha.. especially bugis street.. there's 2 things i wanna buy frm there.. i'll keep tat in mind.. jacket and bag.. but maybe i'll just get my jacket and bag frm limited edition.. see first lah..

took neoprints.. but me and vel were damn stupid..... or rather, the machine was damn stupid.. we din have time to decorate our neoprints.,. so we just had plain backgrounds.. kns... haizZz.z.. both of us blur cock spent alot of time trying to find the bus to ikea frm bugis.. and we kept going to the wrong bus stop.. this is wat happens when 2 blur girls get together... DOUBLY blur.. :P

hate contradicts. damn, tat means i hate myself.

i have this very very bad habit... i dun drink any water at all in the morning... or afternoon for tat matter... but i ALWAYS drink at night... i will keep drinking water at night.. and end up with a bloated face the nxt day.. shit... or issit some kidney problems... i heard ppl with kidney problems will drink at night,..

I think i over-blogged.. too many blogs in a day.. anyway.. i just learnt something new today!!! very very very useful..

ok, it started off with my bro pestering me to upload a game to my comp, which of cos, being the nice sis, downloaded it for him to play. ended up downloading a virus as well. kns. nvm, the virus changed my screen resolution COMPLETELY, making my fonts, icons and everything on my desktop damnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn BIG BIG. so, i tried finding the default setting for the resolution but there's no such thing. in the end, my knight in shining armour (HUBBY), came to my rescue! he told me there was such a thing called "System Restore Point" where u can actually so called TURN BACK TIME to ur settings yesterday for example. tat means, watever u downloaded today that had virus, and when u do a restore to yesterday, the virus will be gone!! yay!! but when u do a restore, of cos, watever documents that u saved TODAY, will be gone as well. but that's IF you've saved some important documents, if not, u can always forgo those documents and do a RESTORE. Cool. and so i did a restore!.. yeah!! and i learnt plenty of things, like restore points and blah blah...

but i asked a stupid question: so tat means those blogs i posted today will all be gone ah? since im restoring to yesterday???

bf: u're really damn stupid. hahhahhaa.

ur blog is saved onto ur website, on the INTERNET, not on ur COMPUTER.

guys can be soooooooo smart at times.

so, peeps, nxt time when ur comp got any problem, RESTORE. lesson learnt.

seriously pissed.. and lostform.. cant seem to find my harry potter books anywhere.. i've lost them.. for good.. except for one book.. which is with annie... haizZZZz... just when i wanted to re-read them... just when i have this craving for story books...

This is CRAP. there's only slots available in AUGUST for booking of driving practical.. crap... and i'd wanted to book slots ALL at a go.. at least twice to thrice a week... so i can finish it ASAP.. ended up i can only start in august.. and the whole world told me there's plenty of slots, plenty. ya, plenty in august, and only ONE pathetic slot in June.. and only 7 slots in july AFTER 9pm..

i might be going gym later in the evening.. that's IF i can bring fat ass off my bed.

The whole world seems to be learning driving now.... too bad i dun have money.. haizZZz.. just too bad... im broke, im schooless, im moodless. how bad can this get. someone tell me.

on a much cooler note... doing internet banking is so much fun... i mean, if u consider poring over at how u fritter away all ur money to be fun... haizZZz.... i realised i debit so much more than i credit into my acc... kns...

I fucking hell hate my father to the fucking core. SO WATS THE BIG FUCK IF I CANT GET INTO ANY LOCAL UNI. CANT I FUCKING GET INTO PRIVATE UNI?! he just screamed at me and said " DUN NEED TO STUDY ANYMORE LAH, STUDY FOR WAT. STUDY STILL CANT GET INTO UNI, WASTE MY MONEY, HOW CAN I GUARANTEE IF I GET YOU INTO UNI U'LL STUDY? U'LL JUST WASTE MY MONEY AS USUAL" WAT THE FUCK. if i dun study anymore then i do wat, sweep the roads ah??? if i dun study then how the fuck am i gonna support the family??

"I ALSO KNOW ALL THOSE CRAPS ABT LEARNING PIANO IS ALL FAKE. FOR ALL I KNOW U'RE JUST TAKING MY MONEY TO SPEND ON UR OWN, AND NOT LEARNING PIANO AT ALL. U ARE NT EVEN KEEN ON LEARNING, THEN LEARN FOR WAT". i seriously cant believe it, how can he spout these kinda nonsense. i know he's spending the money for me to learn and tat's y i've not been giving up!! im always going for my lessons im always practising my piano!! he's just not there to listen to me practice!! he doesnt see me practicing doesnt mean i never practice!!! wat the fuck, wat fake?!!!??? FAKE??? how can i fake it??? if im faking it then wat the fucks are all the certs i've been getting all these while?! for god's sake, he's a fucking grown up, 20+ yrs older than me, a fucking old man, why is he so fucking childish? he's really childish ah!!!! if he wanna accuse me then think of better reasons!! and dun say im faking my piano lesson fees for my own pocket money!! how fucking childish! CHILDISH CHILDISH CHILDISH!!!!!!!!! KNNBCCB!

CRSTALS... yes, without the Y... tat was how we spelt it when we named ourselves..

yay...

sense of hopelessness overwhelming me... im going to the temple with my mum to pray tml.. u know when u feel so hopeless at times... so hopeless that u know only god can save u..

hmmmmmmmmmm... there's something weird with my posts' times... all the times seem wrong.. watever.

anyway.. pics are up at my website below.... the multiply site.. or watever u call it... hehe.. as in, those pics we took today..

Neo Print!

Went town with Pam, Yushan and Jasmine.. had a fun time talking to them.. we laughed and laughed non-stop.. heheh.. took some neoprints... too bad din bring cam... haizZZz.... so qiao, saw lynn in town.. hehe..

FINALLY, internet connection at hubby's place is back.... all thanks to my intelligence... hahhaha... my bf's so darn stupid he din realise the PHONE wire was not even connected to the comp.. so how can the darn internet work???

recapt on what happened over the weekend: went to meet up with vel, kumar, jason, anthony, jeremy, kok tong at lot1 for dinner.... was a very funny gathering.. though the guys kept going on and on about army stuffs.. and me and vel were like practically out of the conversation.... then went bf's hse on that night, but forgot nxt day got tuition, so i cancelled tuition last minute saying my bro's in the hospital.. (shit.. im gonna get retribution...) well u cant blame me when ur bf last minute tell u that he's on leave on fri and he's gotta work till sunday on saturday right? so there i was happily wasting away my money taking cab to chiong to his place... and spent the whole of fri nuahing again at his place.... the nxt day.. when i was at my wit's end trying hard to fight the boredom overwhelming me when my bf's working... i managed to finally recall vel said smth abt her bf doing guard duty... soooooooooo of cos, i just called her to go out.. and met her in town.. (ended up she was at town longggggggg ago, and bored too :P should have just called her earlier)

on sat night.. we went to buy lots of food for our "candlelight dinner" hahhahaa... cos his parents were all not at hm as they went Batam. so we bought two packets of steak, one packet of powder that can turn into mushroom gravy for steak, potatoes (u know, baked potatoes with bits of bacon on top? yummy...), and salmon sashimi... hahahhah.. sounds damnnnnnnnn nice.. i tell u, it looked even nicer.... looked EXACTLY like western food.. maybe even better... too bad i din have my camera with me.. well, ended up we din have "candle light dinner" as we din expect his sis to be at hm..... knn... spoiler.. hahah...

well spent the whole of sunday at his hse again... boring..

and i've got soooooooooooooooooo many fucking things to buy... but that's if i can get into uni... haiz........ everyone's shopping for uni.. all except me... i wanna buy shoes, jacket, 2 tops, jeans, bag. haiz.

so so so damn fucking broke.... BROKE.

Yucks.... yucks yucks yucks yucks!!! ARGH.. pissed... can u see smoke coming out of my head everytime i see THOSE kinda msgs?

i think vel's right about the sub-concious mind thingy.. i think it's just human to do that.... i often let my sub-conscious mind do things... without noticing what i've done.. only to regret and scold myself later... but sometimes it feels good to let ur sub-concious mind take over.. so u wont need to rack ur brains and think so much..

SICK OF MY FATHER. CHILDISH BRAT. BLOODY SHIT.

------- VS LOSER

Due to popular demand.... I've decided to put up a map to Ah Nan's so you guys can go there easier... Just alight at 3 stops after Lavender MRT station... and just walk straight down... u'll reach... of cos, must give Vel credit for even bringing me there in the first place... hehe.. if not i wont even know of such a good place with such delicacies!!..

hmmm.. the pic looks small from my blog.. so double click on the pic to have a clearer view...

I'm feeling so so so so so helpless now... i will only know the results of the appeal by end of june or early july... and that's wayyyyyyyyy AFTER the appeal period... which means, if my appeal fails, im going to HELL. haiz...

someone save me... the appeal period has started for NUS and i have no fucking idea what to write... and im supposed to write not more than 300 CHARACTERS of essay.. Which is lesser than what i have to write for NTU ah.. dono what to write man... kept exceeding the limit... knn..