my hippo!...

Genting was OK.. a little boring though.. cos i just went there like 6mths ago? All the things were the same.. but there was one new ride but I din dare to take it!!! I din take ALOT of rides man.. was hell scared.. ended up only rode on an elephant.. :P waste of money.. spent alot of money there... around 300+ singdollars.. lost money at the casino at the jackpot machines.. bloody hell..

1st day I was stopped by the stupid security guard at the casino.. damn.. do i look so baby- face? but thank goodness i was let in THE OTHER casino.. heh.. but now i wished i wasn't let in cos i lost so much money!

anyway, theme park on the second day was quite fun.... there was both indoor and outdoor.. but one thing... it was damn bloody cold at genting!.. and the fog was damn thick.. so half the time we were squinting thru fogs.. YA! i went SNOWCITY this time round! SO FUN!! me, my bf and my frens went running ard throwing snowballs at each other! SO FUN! and there was this ice slide in the snowcity.. so freaking scary! i was screaming all the way down.. DAMN SLIPPERY AND FAST!

anyway hubby bought me a cuteeeeeeeeeee hippo tat talks.. "I love you!" so cute!!! and he was soooo nice to slip it into my pouch as a surprise... WOOhh!!.. FIRST surprise ever!! i was soooooooo happy and touched... love you so much hubby!!..

anyway.. i've always thought having tuition sucked hard core.. i din know GIVING tuition sucked even more!.. especially if ur student is a philipino! ARGH. she's almost like a malay who doesnt know chinese at all! someone tell me how to teach such kids... and i've got a pri3 girl tml.. also teaching chinese.. only for 130 bucks.. 8 lessons a mth, 1 and half hr each.. tats like only 10.8 an hr? quite pathetic.. i've had tuition all my life since pri sch and i know the rates arent's so little.. :P

Genting was OK.. a little boring though.. cos i just went there like 6mths ago? All the things were the same.. but there was one new ride but I din dare to take it!!! I din take ALOT of rides man.. was hell scared.. ended up only rode on an elephant.. :P waste of money.. spent alot of money there... around 300+ singdollars.. lost money at the casino at the jackpot machines.. bloody hell..

1st day I was stopped by the stupid security guard at the casino.. damn.. do i look so baby- face? but thank goodness i was let in THE OTHER casino.. heh.. but now i wished i wasn't let in cos i lost so much money!

anyway, theme park on the second day was quite fun.... there was both indoor and outdoor.. but one thing... it was damn bloody cold at genting!.. and the fog was damn thick.. so half the time we were squinting thru fogs.. YA! i went SNOWCITY this time round! SO FUN!! me, my bf and my frens went running ard throwing snowballs at each other! SO FUN! and there was this ice slide in the snowcity.. so freaking scary! i was screaming all the way down.. DAMN SLIPPERY AND FAST!

anyway hubby bought me a cuteeeeeeeeeee hippo tat talks.. "I love you!" so cute!!! and he was soooo nice to slip it into my pouch as a surprise... WOOhh!!.. FIRST surprise ever!! i was soooooooo happy and touched... love you so much hubby!!..

anyway.. i've always thought having tuition sucked hard core.. i din know GIVING tuition sucked even more!.. especially if ur student is a philipino! ARGH. she's almost like a malay who doesnt know chinese at all! someone tell me how to teach such kids... and i've got a pri3 girl tml.. also teaching chinese.. only for 130 bucks.. 8 lessons a mth, 1 and half hr each.. tats like only 10.8 an hr? quite pathetic.. i've had tuition all my life since pri sch and i know the rates arent's so little.. :P

hotel room..

fountain..

green scaly thingy!!...

Elephant ride at genting!

PHOTOS....

hard rock cafe photos: http://www.imagestation.com/album/index.html?id=2130439636

Sentosa photos: http://sg.pg.photos.yahoo.com/ph/geo_a_go/album?.dir=fae4&.src=ph&store=&prodid=&.done=http%3a//sg.photos.yahoo.com/ph//my_photos

Office photos: http://sg.pg.photos.yahoo.com/ph/geo_a_go/album?.dir=6ab3&.src=ph&store=&prodid=&.done=http%3a//sg.pg.photos.yahoo.com/ph/geo_a_go/my_photos

Genting photos:

http://sg.pg.photos.yahoo.com/ph/chiang_cheng_yong/album?.dir=a165&.src=ph&store=&prodid=&.done=http%3a//sg.pg.photos.yahoo.com/ph//my_photos

You're a princess! Lovely, Innocent and Charming.

"You are a Princess! Lovely, Innocent, Charming! As a Princess you recognize there is so much about the world you need to learn. You may sometimes be naive but other times you are wise beyond your years! You are sharp, observant, joyous, and interested in your own personal growth. You have a very caring heart, and are a sweet and beautiful woman. "

bahahaha... saw the quiz on veron's blog and decided to do it too..so bored.. anyway, the quiz was quite wrong.. :P im definitely not a beautiful woman. heh.

WATS WRONG WIF THE WORLD.

Going genting tml... bonvoyage. :P

Had a passport saga yesterday. Thought genting had to be cancelled.. STUPID ICA. They said my passport photo was damaged. FUCK. wat damaged. I handed to them a BRAND NEW photo and i thought i could collect it the day before. then suddenly they said my photo damaged and i cant get my passport. THANK GOD i requested for it to be done asap cos i'll be going o/s soon then they did it for me within half an hr. i mean, they should have informed me earlier tat my photo was damaged or wat rite? haiz. gave me such a huge scare.

maybe i'll just stay awake till tml morning and sleep on the bus.. it'll be such a lonnggggggggggggg ride there..

http://sg.pg.photos.yahoo.com/ph/geo_a_go/album?.dir=e026&.src=ph&store=&prodid=&.done=http%3a//sg.photos.yahoo.com/ph//my_photos

A2 photos on my yahoo...

scared.. tml teaching tuition for the first time of my life.. teach chinese somemore.. dono can cope or not.. i sure damn stressed.. anyway, was damn bored today.. was filling up the universities stuff till i wanna faint.. printed a hell load of stuffs too.. bloody printer.. cant work without anyone of the cartridge.. then got so many different cartridges for wat?

anyway... i was damn bored.. went westmall eat alone.. wanted to buy books to read but cant find good book.. went to buy cartridge.. went to buy dinner for minxiong.. lonely.. no one to talk to..

din had anyone to talk to the whole of today.. was right beside him.. but he din talk to me.. neither did i talk..

im a block of wood. im a block of wood. im a block. im a block. im a block who doesnt talk. im a block. im a block. im a block who doesnt talk. im just a block of wood. im going to hypnotise myself to be a block of wood infront of him. he dun want to talk then forget it. im not going to talk too. im going to refrain myself frm talking to him, msging him, calling him. let him do all the stuff i used to do for him. but i can bet he wun. if he doesnt want to then forget it.

Yesterday's sentosa trip was quite ok. except for the fact tat the girls were all in one group and the guys all in the other. we were so separated. i din really have fun as i was itching all the time. din realise i was allergic to sun block too. call me allergy girl.

Didn't join them after sentosa.. regret. really regret. went my bf hse and regretted. he din even acknowlege tat i was at his hse. when i went there he was sleeping. still, he should have at least gave a sign tat he knew i was there. i woke him up and asked him if he knew i was there, and he said he knew. tat was when i felt so hurt. he knew i was alrdy in his room but he din give a damn, din even bother saying hi to me or something like tat. long long ago when i went his hse when he was sleeping, he'd always hug me, he'd always at least hug me and acknowlege tat im there.

the whole night i was feeling fuck. i was having fever. my whole body was burning, but i was shivering damn hard. i felt so cold yet so hot. i coudn't even sleep cos of my bloody fucking rashes. i was tossing and turning ard. he din even bother. he just slept on. i wanted to run away frm his hse. but i knew he'll be angry agn.

this morning he just went off after saying bye. he din even wait for me to say bye.

i know i did something he dun like yesterday. but i still think its no big deal. why can everyone do it while i can't! i dun think im in any wrong! AT ALL!

even if im wrong i alrdy made it up by going his hse!

he din pick any of my calls yesterday. din reply any of my msgs. he did it agn today. din pick any calls, din reply any msgs.

i finally did it. i msged him and said i want to break up. guess wat he said. 'u say one ah.' someone tell me exactly wat does he mean by tat. he sounds like he really wants this break up.

being the pathetic gf agn, i msged me him agn and apologised. i said tonnes of sorry. i called him a million times. he still din reply my msgs, still din pick up my calls.

i've never been treated like this before. i dun think i deserve all this. i really think i din do anything wrong.

i always felt i was so lonely even though i was standing right beside him. cos im always by myself. he nvr talked to me when we were out. we always keep quiet and stare at each other. i mean, i stare at him. he will always have his gaze elsewhere. i dun even feel like im his gf at all, nt even a fren.

i kept thinking back those times when we had so much things to talk abt. when we went so many places and had so much fun. kept thinking back to those times when he will hug me, whisper sweet nothings to me, kiss me, give me a peck on the cheek. how i wish and wish and wish we will be back to wat we were a yr ago.. how i really really wish..

FUCKING BORING BF AND BORING LIFE!

seriously my life is so much more fucking boring than anyone else's. FUCKING BORING.

i've got a FUCKING BORING bf who does NOTHING FOR ME AT ALL! NOTHING! he doesn't give me any surprises! he's NEVER gave me any surprises at all! HE DOESNT GIVE A SHIT! HE DOESNT CARE IF WE'RE DOING THE SAME THINGS EVERY EVERY EVERY EVERY SINGLE DAY! HE DOESNT CARE IF WE DUN EVEN TALK WHEN WE'RE OUT! HE DOESN'T EVEN GIVE A FUCK IF BOTH OF US ARE JUST STARING INTO BLANK SPACES WHENEVER WE MEET! WE FUCKING EAT THE SAME THINGS EVERYDAY! WE TALK THE SAME STUFF EVERYDAY! 'WAT U WANT TO EAT?' 'U DECIDE AH' 'I DONO WAT TO EAT'

IM DOING FUCKING ROUTINED STUFF EVERYDAY! EITHER I GO HIS HSE OR I GO BACK MINE! OR WHEN IM BACK AT HOME I GO OUT AGN AT 5PLUS TO WAIT FOR HIM AT CLEMENTI TO EAT PORRIDGE! OR I GO HIS HSE AND EAT DINNER AND AFTER DINNER BOTH OF US JUST SLACK IN HIS ROOM AND WATCH TV! AND SAY NUTHING!!!!!!!!!!!! HE DOESN'T EVEN ASK WAT I SAY WIF MY FRENS WHEN IM OUT WIF THEM! HE DOESN'T EVEN ASK WHERE THE FUCK ME AND MY FRENS WENT!

SERIOUSLY IF HE DOESNT ASK THEN IM NOT GOING TO FUCKING TELL HIM ANYMORE!! NEVER!! I'LL NEVER REPORT ANYTHING TO HIM ANYMORE!!

HE TOLD ME HE WILL CHANGE! HE PROMISED ME HE WILL CHANGE HIS FUCKING ATTITUDE! HE SAID HE WILL TALK TO ME MORE! HE SAID HE WILL GIVE ME SURPRISES! BULLSHIT BULLSHITBULLSHITBULLSHIT!!! FUCKING BULLSHIT! FUCK IT! LIAR! BLOODY FUCKING MOTHER FUCKER SON OF A BITCH LIAR! FUCK OFF AND DIE! FUCK YOU!! GO TO HELL! CHANGE MY FUCKING ASS!

HOW PATHETIC CAN I BE!! WAT A PATHETIC GF I AM! FANCY NT HAVING RECEIVED ANY SURPRISES FRM HER BF BEFORE! NEVER IN MY LIFE!!

I WANT SURPRISES! I WANT TO DO SOMETHING NEW WIF HIM! I WANT TO GO NEW PLACES! I WANT TO DO NEW THINGS! I WANT TO TALK NEW STUFFS!! I WANT HIM TO MAKE THE FUCKING EFFORT IN THIS FUCKING RELATIONSHIP!! IF HE DOESNT MAKE ANY EFFORTS THEN IM LETTING THIS FUCKING RELATIONSHIP DIE OFF! JUST DIE DIE DIE!! LET THIS FUCKING RELATIONSHIP BREAK! I DUN GIVE A FUCK!!

Me and hubby..

Jolly!!

office pals...

hello failure...

hopes dashed... dreams of getting into buisness course dashed.. dreams of even getting into any other local universities are dashed..

im stucked. B C E cant get me anywhere, and plus a lousy gp grade. even huixin got a better gp grade than me. she got B3. and her english is supposed to be so much worst than me. i really dont know wat happened. C5 for gp, how lousy can i get. anyone else got better than me. i feel so ruined.

WATEVER. GET INTO PRIVATE UNI AH! SO WAT IF IT'S PRIVATE! I STILL CAN GET MY DEGREE OVER THERE! ANYWAY IF U CAN GET A BLOODY MASTERS WHO CARES WHICH UNIVERSITIES U WERE FRM! MASTERS FRM ANYWHERE IS STILL MASTERS! IM GETTING MY FUCKING MASTERS! ya rite girl, dream on. u're just a lazy bitch.

TML............. THE LONG AWAITED NIGHTMARE................

haizZZZ.... i need to go for a swim.. but it's been raining these few days... anyway... i've been so preoccupied with my piano theory exams that seriously i haven't been thinking of anything else till yesterday when i heard the WHOLE WORLD telling me the results are gonna be out tml... SHIT.

suddenly i was brought back to reality.. all along i haven been feeling anything for this A levels.. till yesterday. suddenly felt my whole body turned rigid when i heard the news... how the hell am i going to go through today... i've been thinking and thinking back for all my subjects... feels like i'm gonna fail all cos i've got such bad memories of finishing my papers.. and everytime i finished one paper.. its not relief.. it's actually 'shit.. im gonna fail this paper'

anyway.. the only thing that comforts me is tat i can get to see my class again.. but seriously.. tat doesnt comfort me enough.. haizZZZz....

sad..

think its me.

nvrmind la. haiz.

anyway, i've got A levels to worry abt..