this week's been a bad week........... one thing after another...........u dont know how much i hate myself... my life....

anyway, from tml onwards my comp will be a super computer.... cos i'll be upgrading to 1500k unlimited broadband....... and my ram will be in GIGABYTE.... woo! shiok ah......

can i add in more facts???

25. my big mouth gets me into alot of troubles.

26. maybe tats why i always land myself in a very stucked situation.

27. although i will never admit it or show it. i will be very very sorry and guilty.

i'd been tagged by wani to do this.... which i'd wanted to do so a long long long time ago (but i'd only intended 10, 24 is abit too long, cos i'm such a boring person!!)..... 24 interesting facts/things/habits about yourself that many might not know about u..........

1. i was underweight when i was in pri school.

2. now im overweight.

3. i will NEVER SHOW my moodswings when im out with frens. even though i had a bad day, i'll just act normal and talk normally. even if i showed abit, it'll disappear very fast. (im a very nice person. hahaha)

4. but im a tigress at home, i shout alot at home

5. i can be very whiny..............only to my bf

6. my whole family thinks im very tough (cos i shout at my bf infront of my mum, i nvr shed a tear infront of my family ever since pri sch)

7. but im really not tough at all. i just act only.

8. i think both my brothers think im a genius. (they always come running to me abt computer problems, school work: science, english and chinese problems. u name it. u realise math's not in it. both their maths are better than mine, wahahha )

9. i have a huge mole on my left butt. wahahha.

10. and i have a similar bad habit as lynn... i peel the skin near my toe nails constantly too, sometimes i also peel off my little toe nails..... and how true, once u start, u cant stop... maybe i'll stop when it starts bleeding... dont worry, its not painful at all...

11. im a very high tech person...

12. i've always thought i would have done better in Science stream

13. i treat the whole world better than i treat my family

14. i have a very very bad memory, i cannot remember names and birthdays well. at all. so dont be angry if i forget ur birthdays k?? but i'll make the effort to check friendster birthday updates if i have the time. heh.

15. when i was in pri school, i changed a diff best fren each year till i reached pri 5 when i met pam...

16. i used to get laughed at and teased alot when i was in lower pri school... (to the extreme that some of them juz snatch my txtbooks and step on them. but my mum always come to my rescue by going to school and complaining them to the teachers AND scolding them)

17. i always give the false first impression of being very DAO and fierce, grumpy to EVERYONE I KNOW. and they always tell me "eh carine u know when i first saw u i was quite afraid of u"

18. afterwards they will know, really, im not dao at all, i juz dont like to make the first move of smiling, saying hi. once u start talking to me, i warm up in 3 seconds.

19. everyone always tell me they think im rich (cos my monthly allowance is above average). but im not. really. i swear.

20. i was married to a book (i forgot which one). my pri sch frens married me to a book, the wedding took place in the girl's toilet. cos i was always so engrossed in books, i nvr showed interest in guys at all till when i was pri 6.

21. i drag my feet when i walk. tats y my shoes/sandals are always frictionless.

22. i didn't wear "bra" (not our bra now, u know those kind for kids one?) in pri school till i was in pri 3 or 4. CAN U IMAGINE?! and i was growing quite fast! i really dont know what i was thinking. i thought it was normal not to wear anything else other than ur shirt.

23. i didn't think love was very important. work's more important

24. but now i do. i want to get married soon.

ok..... so i finally know wat the hell is bloody wrong with my comp.... it's been hanging and restarting by itself NON-STOP for the whole week...... the bloody ram is spoilt..... haizZzz...... the ram is 'unstable'... and i've got to change to 2 new rams.... 512 instead of 256 that im using now..... so it'll be doubly fast!! yay! but it'll cost 200bucks.....

argh....... i really need a job, a life, and alot of luck. 4D this sat and sun open 3594 ok?? dont open 3549 again ok??

ARGH!!! DAMN PISSED!!!!!!!!! i had to reformat my memory card for my camera cos there was a fucking error.......... just when i took so many many many photos with vel today!!! ARGH!!!!! she will slaughter me i think....... i am damn pissed with the memory card..... of all times to fail me...... wa lao eh...... just when i slotted it into my memory card reader.... just when i was about to copy and paste everything to my comp........ it failed..... it failed me.... i still cant believe it... other times it would have been ok (because i constantly load my photos to my comp).... but today!!! i just took so many frigging photos!!! i was just about to load them into my comp!! shit shit shit............

yanwen paiseh ah..... heh..... u must send me the photos already..... and those nice pics we took at ur hse today.... they're gone..... sheesh.....

quite pissed at my suay-ness.... and my stupidity.... went job agency today.... and i was told to be prepared there will be a job for the colgate exhibition over 2 weekends.... i told her "ok"... but i forgot abt my malaysia trip this weekend..... AGAIN..... last week i dua-ed the gang cos i forgot abt the malaysia trip....this time i dua-ed the agent cos i forgot AGAIN.... wat the hell.... and i got this bad feeling they wont call me again.... cos agents are like that... if u reject them for the first time... highly likely they wont call u again.... *crosses fingers and toes*....

i hate myself...... for always being like that..... for my blurness... and for my suay-ness.... argh.... i got scolded by my mum.... say "wah, so dua pai, jobs choose u not u choose jobs ah... ppl muz accomodate to ur timings ah" ARGH!!! damn pissing off!! pissed at my mum. i mean, i have so many things to commit!! i've got tuition i've got piano... and my piano exams are coming soon!! i've got bf!! grrrrrrr......

why am i like that?? i HATE to work..... but i know i HAVE TO work if not no money.... but once i know i must commit to something then i scared..... then i wanna reject..... and i have so many things to do.... but my mum always say i only know how to play play play... IF I DONT PLAY NOW THEN I PLAY WHEN IM 30 YEARS OLD ISSIT?

hmm.... one week juz flew by........... quite a busy week cos of the piano concert which my piano teacher FORCED me to go and perform.... sucks........... saw mabel's bro tat morning when we had the group lesson.... and gosh.... i couldnt recognise him AT ALL..... he's so damn tall and looks so different..... anyway, can only say the concert sucked.... cos i screwed up quite a few times.....argh.......... and my parents die die wanna go and see me perform.... ya, even my dad... so can u imagine the stress?!

im blogging beside my sleeping bf.... i hate it when this happens..... i feel like a glass..... so transparent and so non-existent......

just some pics frm Hk

i dont know what this bird-like thing is called.... but its at HK island... heh... took this shot from the boat.... (ya.. we took a small boat to hk island cos my bf said mtr is much more expensive and cannot see anything)

this was taken from INSIDE the bird-like thing.... nice view right??... but the bird thing is like the Esplanade in Singapore.... facing sea and everything.....

us... BESIDE the bird-like thing... hah.... by the sea.... i like this pic... one of the few pics of the both of us there... (im not an england fan)

taken from overhead bridge... (alot of sightseeing right... sian diao... didn't really shop!! pek cek.)

old school boat!!

everywhere looks the same rite? :P

and did i mention the food there is damn expensive?? breakfast for 5bucks (its actually maggi mee, chu qian yi ding noodles with an egg and a piece of meat).... and all sooooo salty, spicy and oily.... i really wonder how the girls there stay so damn thin.....

the cheapest wanton noodles tat i can find there was this.... for only 3 bucks with 3 super big sized wanton stuffed with many many many prawns... yummy.... (courtesy of my bf's fren who went backpacking ALONE for 18 days, introed this stall to us) i like the old-school coke and sprite bottle...

really wanted to go Jumbo to eat dim sum.... but couldnt' find the time..... (actually cos i cant wake up so damn early to go hk island and take ANOTHER boat to Jumbo) took this when i went the halfday tour..... luckily we took the tour... cos it was raining the whole of the half day during the tour...

fooling around at the Avenue of Stars.....

i'm the 代言人 for the Avenue of Stars....aka the 星光大道....wahaha..

my bruce lee.....

my bear bear

偶像!!!

it fits it fits!!

can u spot the old school boat again behind me??... heh...

ok... tat was abt all.... i wanna go HK again... but my bf says he dont wanna ever go HK again... boo.... the mood wasn't as fun as the 2 times we went Genting.... still remember tat time we went Genting we took hell lots of photos of us in the hotel (the thing was: he suggested it).... so fun...... he didn't even suggest it again this time round...... sad.......

hello...... im back!....

holidays was........... not too bad.... but it wasn't as nice as i thought it would be..... somehow the holiday mood wasn't there.... dont know why.... it didn't felt as good as Genting when i went with him.... maybe cos the place really isn't the right place for him.... Hong Kong is a place for LADIES, GIRLS, WOMEN, and definitely not for guys..... NOTHING for guys actually.... maybe tats y he quite sian.....

i wanted to buy alot of things.... but ended up buying not that much.... i saw alot of things i wanted to buy... but i didn't buy... i also dont know why.... maybe cos im guilty abt letting him wait while i shop.... then i wanna fast fast get over with shopping so i can accompany him.... but its the experience tat counts when u're overseas with ur bf.......

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anyway...... i had one hell of a choppy ride back to singapore......... we met with THREE air turbulence when we were coming back...... i mean, i was so damn fucking scared ah.... ever watched Discovery channel before? or movies with air crash or anything? quite dark inside the plane..... and the plane juz dipped unexpectedly.... some girls squeak..... everyone clutching to their seats (or bf)... maciam roller coaster.... i was damn bloody scared ah!! my heart dropped so many times i thought i will juz die...

didn't buy alot of things there.... maybe cos of the un-best timing...... by the time we reached there on the 1st day it was already 5plus..... and all we did was juz rest and have dinner..... and then we went our separate ways with his parents.... and both of us got lost.... for 1 hr plus.... we walked and walked and walked..... damn scary cos every street u turn they look ALL THE SAME.....

luckily, by the second day...the bf somehow already know the place by heart..... im quite impressed by his ability to know his way around there..... and his ability to read the map.... somehow he can always bring me back to the hotel....like i've said, all the streets look the same to me...

and one more thing.... my canto really sucks............. i simply CANNOT UNDERSTAND wat the hell they are talking abt..... even when they are talking to me i also dont know one leh!! wah lao!!.... me and my bf like 2 blur person there ah.... and i thought my canto is better than my bf...... but ended up my bf can understand canto better than i do....

anyway my bf said this is the last time he's going there (sad).... :P he says that everyone says Taiwan is so much better than HongKong.... more things to eat and play.... so nxt time he wanna go Taiwan.... and more guy things too... ANYWAY, nxt time i dont wanna go HongKong with him also ah.... i'd rather go with a bunch of girls........ then we can shop shop shop without feeling guilty.... i saw quite alot of girls who went there themselves really bought so many things back ah.... i felt jealous when i saw them carry those luggages back to Singapore...

and i hate shengzhen.... barbaric ppl...... dirty place.... though food is damn cheap there.... i was looking at a top for my bf.... and one guy juz snatched it out of my hands like tat..... wtf...........

next time we go Taiwan together ok? im going to start saving now.... i really wanna go more trips with u.....

bye guys!!! im off!! yay!! hongkong here i come!