I DO NOT UNDERSTAND WHY GUYS CAN BE SO FUCKED UP.

do they live to torture girls? or issit only me?

he fucking hell promised to msg, promised to call before i do. i only requested him to msg AND CALL ME 1ST FOR TODAY, ONLY TODAY, ONLY ONE PATHETIC DAY AND HE CANT FUCKING DO IT. I PURPOSELY WAITED TILL 10PLUS TO CALL (SO HE CAN CALL BEFORE I CALL!!!!) BUT HE STILL DUN WANNA BLOODY CALL !!!!! ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK.

GUYS CAN BE SO FUCKED UP. FUCKED UP! I SWEAR IF I WERE TO DIE HE'LL BE THE FUCKING LAST ONE TO KNOW COS HE DONT FUCKING CARE! HOW THE FUCK WILL HE KNOW IF I'VE DIED IF HE DOESN'T EVEN CALL DOESN'T EVEN MSG DOESN'T EVEN CARE IF ANYTHING HAPPENED TO ME!

I SWEAR IF I DIE, I WILL MAKE SURE HE DOESN'T SEE ME FOR THE LAST TIME. I WILL JUST DIE BEFORE HE GETS TO SEE ME FOR THE LAST TIME, JUST AS HE ARRIVED AT MY HOSPITAL WARD, BEFORE HE EVEN SEE ME. I'LL JUST DIE. I'LL MAKE SURE HE BLOODY REGRET IT FOR THE REST OF HIS LIFE.

tats damn evil. but i don't care. he's going to pay for all the things he's done to hurt me. im bloody childish but I DONT CARE! I DONT CARE I DONT GIVE A SHIT!! I DONT GIVE A FUCK WHEN I'M BLOODY PISSED!!