Tuesday, December 20, 2005

Went sentosa yesterday with bf and baby bro and got a bloody burn.... arghhhh..... Shoulders especially....


The worst thing tat can happen to you during a burn: the bra goes 'piak!' on ur shoulders when u miscue... ARGH. OUCH. sibeh painful ah.......


woke up bloody early yesterday at ard 7 plus to prepare stuff for the picnic.... by the time we dily daly only reached my hse at 10plus to fetch minxiong.... reached sentosa at only 11plus... swam, played frisbee... then came the stupid rain.... cos of the stupid rain we took the tram ard the beach so many bloody times.... quite suay yesterday... cos when we wanted to play the luge and the chairlift (new fun stuff at sentosa, smth like go-kart) it started to drizzle... then when we decided to go off in the tram... the sun come out again... and this procedure repeated like 10 times... in the end when we FINALLY decided to play the luge no matter wat, even when its still drizzling.... the person at the stupid counter said 'sorry,close alrdy, close at 6'.... we looked at our watch and it was showing 6.02pm.... fuck!! for the 1st time in my life i geared up my courage and asked for a chance to go play... just for awhile... cos my lil bro looked as if he's going to cry any moment... the stupid person at the counter still said CANNOT, counter closed, i looked on the tracks and saw so many ppl still playing.... fuck... we waited for like 2hrs plus for the bloody rain to stop just to go play the luge and still cant play... really felt so sorry when my lil bro looked so damn disappointed.... then we managed to cajole him and told him we are bringing him to jurong point Toys r us to buy toys... and in the end when we went there.... he walked for like another 2hrs plus and STILL could not decide wat toys to buy... kept asking us! we kept telling him: eh, the toys nt for us to play leh, for u to play leh, ask us also no use lor. he just wanted to buy on tat day no matter wat, as long as he buys smth back, even if it means the toys not fun to play. managed to persuade him to buy another day, (persuaded for ard 2 hrs), so ended up still nvr buy anything back..........


i realised smth... my mum spoilt my lil bro too much.... my lil bro kept wanting to buy toys tat are above 60bucks.... doesn’t matter if nice to play or not.... as long as above 60bucks...... he has the stupid mindset tat the more expensive the toy, the better it is.... and when i said i will buy him toys ard 20bucks... he told me '20bucks how can buy anything? cannot la!' wah lao!!... i remembered last time when i was small 50cents was alrdy like alot to me ah!... guess how much he gets a day for his allowance in sch.... fuck... 5bucks.... knn..... He’s primary one.... P1 ok!!! last time i pri1 only $1.50, pri3 and above then 3bucks leh!!.... i think i better do smth abt this.... before my bro thinks 100bucks cant buy him anything....


but i cant help but feeling guilty abt not able to let him have any fun at all yesterday.... cos of the 2 major disappointments.... didn't get to play the luge and didn't get to buy any toys.... i think he surely feel so cheated.... when i asked him if he had fun yesterday... he said no... cos he didn't get anything and started to cry again.. argh...

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