hell long time since i've blogged............. been so goddamn busy at work........... worst wks of my life........ it's worst when you have a backache 24/7 and aching muscles in ur tummy especially when u walk......... worst part of the day is when i struggle to get up every morning.... as in, WAKEUP and GET OUT of bed....... horrible feeling when you can't pull yourself up.......... i feel like a fucking clumsy ELEPHANT........ a.r.g.h. i'm like banging into every single thing everywhere i go............

ppl keep asking why i'm so quiet in office these days........... i literally just sit in a corner and do work the whole frigging day and not talk.......... i just dont feel like talking anymore............ i've got so many things to frigging do, i dont even have time to talk, dont even have time to sleep......... and it doesn't feel any better if a hugeass tummy where i keep knocking into the stupid table all the time....... and doesn't help that i've got a very bad temper and i feel irritated ALL THE TIME by little little meagre things............ tat's why i just keep quiet.... i'm afraid i might suddenly lose it and snap at ppl................ maybe tat's why.;.... even i myself also dont know why..........

why do i not feel happy at all? not excited at all?